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Fifth: Taurus】 【
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fourth: Scorpio】 【
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people could not guess the heart of the Scorpio male, the surface appears to be the most vulnerable people in the developed after the change of heart, but in fact most too proud of them, are not allowed to own to make such a mistake. They like to express their own specificity and want to win a certain reputation in the community, not by others branded as Chen Shimei, so they can be very restraint, not abandon when their down and never betray their girlfriends, otherwise even their own will not forgive myself.
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