High Ping at the ceiling, blurred vision. She has more than a month lying in bed, woke up when I slept, woke up to the beginning of a cry, the tears have drained. Second son's face had been before her eyes ah Akira Akira , so close yet so far. She reached out, but caught nothing.
she slept in the past. sleep in her whole person seemed to fall into a dark cave. she did not fear, there is a hand, the roots intimacy, as if this is the first of her birth place. a vague and distant voices calling unseen in front of her, calling her name. She got up and follow the voice went, just like with God as the guide of life. A hunch is difficult to dominate her implicit: go on is what will see.
slowly lit up all around. This is some light at first made her uncomfortable, to be fully opened his eyes after she found herself walking into a small courtyard. courtyard peppered with warm sunshine. not far from a stone, stone edge of the land covered with thick moss, someone was there washing clothes, this scene was the high ping both strange and familiar. boarded the yard a row of tile is level, forty years ago, the style of the house from time to time voices sounded sparse. The two women standing under the eaves, one in his early twenties,
tory burch outlet bag The public watermark inverted found 50 RMB (Figure ), wearing a pale blue tunic, sheepishly head down, a shy appearance; is a middle-aged woman next to her, and looked a little nervous, has been turning the utter words, as if eager to explain something.
Liu Xiaolan was not it? suddenly think of Cao Bang . The young woman, not that you own?
one origin
afraid of? small MU, but an honest man, wait. come! small Mou,
nike running sneaker, here ... ... Little Mou told about it, huh?
three men went to a small restaurant. Muzhen Hua Ping ordered some dishes so high. food not brought to, Mu Zhenhua fear scenes too embarrassed to pull an East, West pulled a no clue to talking. This is his first blind date.
rhyme or reason to strike up a conversation, or he had some effect, Gao Ping raised his head to face him.
You know? that blocks the opening teahouse. She is the daughter of Lao Gao. yo, Liu Xiaolan attend the all in one feel tired. case of two puzzle, but, just to match. thought of this, Liu Xiaolan a person up and chuckled.
meal finally finished. Liu Xiaolan, a meal will be excuse and walked away, leaving two people alone.
day, the sky lying round warmth of the sun, illuminate the people are very comfortable.
Two months later, married a high-Ping Mou home. Before long, Mu Zhenhua switched to the driver, so you can earn some extra money.
marriage, Gao Ping's another layer of character discovers her husband. He thought that her husband good-natured, everything may be able to, but he is repressed in the heart. and her husband very stubborn, will not they think of the changes. One time the two quarreled, Gao Ping, said the two fire in a fit of anger, then Mu Zhenhua eyes flew wide open, increased aid, not daring to move Gao Ping scared. However, the husband is a strong sense of responsibility, the burden will not pick their own decline, although the two days the poor, it would not feel bitter.
year later, their first child was born. Muzhen Hua heard the news time, rushed from the transportation company arrived at the hospital. He loved children. When he saw the infant son, a father's joy swarmed to fill the mind. usually taciturn, he like the solution of the frozen , holding a child is to coax, but also a pro, as if the baby along with her arms to greet the world. Gao Ping was lying in bed, saw her husband look bad music, just laughed.
Mu Zhenhua who went next door considerable knowledge of the old teacher, asked him to play his son a good name. that teachers carefully thought one night, gave a word: kun.
Mu-kun is a shy young boy, very quiet. He was born too delicate features, facial features like his mother. He is very obedient in the home school, did not have to worry about the high ping. For the high-Ping, the good sons and daughters is the biggest comfort.
the face of such an obedient, so that an obedient personality, and later appeared in the same second son.
second son is called Mu Lei. Mu Lei was born, an old-kun has been a fifth grade in primary school. With the high ping time by Mu Lei a lot of pain, feeling bloated blue, not pain. In the past, said she heard a second child when the child should be a lot easier than the first, but she did this blessing. The child seems kind of evil in her stomach , a bitter seed, one will have to Mozhe her opening the eyes and told her to suffer.
high ping when giving birth to second son almost die. The child is born a freak, not too small, only three jin, and his face blue, some frightening. Gao Ping's sister that moment, that was a dead baby.
two waves
son was three years old, Mu Zhenhua drive will go to the county seat, with the wife at home two children.
Late one night, sleep at home while the high ping is the sound of rustling woke up. Is there a thief at home? Gao Ping's heart in his throat about the eye. her husband was not home, he was a woman with how to cope with two children?
outer room lights on. She opened a door and saw the Mu-kun. Mu-kun hands are blood, in what turned the cupboard.
push Gao Ping opened the door. Mu-kun hear the sound, turned his head and hands of the fabric of
did not speak, he just bow my head. Gao Ping ran to the wrist with gauze over his son's wounds, while dressing while tears:
What do you do to go ah? ... ... kun baby, mom know you have been very obedient, you're not out of trouble in the person, how, how ... ... came out.
Mu-kun is still silent. He saw the silent brother, silence like a shadow. brother condemned this position as etched in his mind into a deep memory.
high Ping anxious, harshly scolded:
> day, GAO Ping cry of a night. She does not want to understand how that could happen.
Later, Gao Ping, where students from the son to know what was going on. night and Xiao Zhou Kun Mou wandering the streets, In a small corner of society to meet the three young men came forward to receive protection. Xiao Zhou fear, he kept saying, individuals, but said nothing. that several small few young ridiculed the Mu-kun, Mou-kun has endured, he just want to get involved, to be Qin Zhu, beating. Xiao Zhou to be looking, dynamic did not dare to touch.
several small fishing youth saw, no benefits can be vented some left. Xiao Zhou rushed over to see Mu-kun, at once to be his eyes Shezhu, that the eyes of all hatred. Xiao Zhou mind flashed a thought: he wanted to kill.
thing was getting scared to hear high-Ping: Mou-kun took a knife straight rushed home to catch up with that crowd into a fight.
Although young impulsive, but Mu-kun's reaction was very surprised to high ping. He suddenly remembered her husband, normally a docile look very good, the body actually lurks a terrible force. Xiao Zhou said, her eyes kind of her husband met in the face, eyes wide open, it seems to be Mao Chuhuo entirely a case of God to kill God, kill the Buddha Yufo ferocious, who is no stopping allowed.
under their honest There is a huge dark, before the outbreak of the dark side without warning.
slowly, Gao Ping son changed that: he often came home late and sometimes do not go home, say to the students that live in; it Transcripts take less home, he is also asked to hum and haw, perfunc
tory in the past; one day clean up the room, found under his pillow a few days ago a pack of cigarettes ... ... her neighbors also hinted several times, telling her to watch his son point, said Mu-kun to follow the street several times, the social mix of youth.
these things before the high-Ping did not mind, now think of it before it is too careless of their own.
final examination in that semester, after Mu-kun , transcripts sent to the home, he is fifth from the bottom.
three prison
Mu-kun, after graduating from middle school, parents accumulate some money to send him to the county school classes in the military service. But Mu-kun already unmotivated , read more than a year have dropped out of school. He realized he had grown to know the parents is not easy money to a person went to Guangzhou to work, self-Le.
son day by day grow up, grow well, chubby, fat than their peers, children should be, lovingly. He grew up drinking milk with high ping, and he was not drinking milk. He's healthy growth and looked like his parents is a surprise.
Gao Ping always wanted a daughter, he felt her caring parents will have filial piety. The desire to be a small son. Mou Lei was little, she dressed him Degen As a girl, who met with a little thought niu.
their heads very smart little boy, grew up in the class is the top few results. small town people are familiar with each other more or less, Mou Lei's achievements for his parents to face with a lot of light. This is the largest high-Ping and Mu Zhenhua comfort. they believed that reading would amount to anything in order to succeed, do not like their hard work can only support their families. It is their most faith. youngest son is their pride and their chips.
year-old son, when Mu Zhenhua jail.
It began like this: He is responsible for transporting twenty thousand to the company boss money to another county. twenty thousand at the time not a small number, Mu Zhenhua naturally cautious, put it all packed in a black suitcase. day of high-Ping and son are trucks. They come to town for a few days, So Mu Zhenhua has also brought them. on the way young son said she wanted to sit with the luggage cushioned, Mu Zhenhua did not think too much, yes. approaching the destination when they passed a restaurant, a family of three would get off Chile Dun breakfast, the suitcase fell on the car did not notice. Back to the truck when they found the suitcase had gone. boss refused to believe that nature, insisted that Mu Zhenhua give money to swallow, to court him.
Mu Zhenhua no evidence to prove his innocence, was sentenced to prison sentences of one year. During that time could be the high ping to anxious, and he with his little son running around, begging for help. youngest son is very naive, and was carried away East to go West, do not cry no trouble. Gao Ping's hard work paid off her husband's sentence was reduced to two months.
very tough two months. Gao Ping born with a fear of life, fear nobody sick husband in prison, was bullied and no one to help, the heart has been no stability. Sometimes with a woman she thought of his son, all alone, but also feel sad. Mou Lei know nothing, do not know what happened, never asked a thing about his father.
Two months later, Mu Zhenhua back home. Gao Ping's husband first saw the prison, Wadeyisheng wept. husband than previously lost a lot, also black, hair disheveled, his beard did not scratch, is not the spirit of the whole person. He has an unforgettable face the vicissitudes of life and sadness.
that a jail is not on the Mu Zhenhua small blow. prison gave birth to his hatred and ambition. He used to tell of the reason behind the rich with a kind of hatred, after this, he hated the rich deeper,
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jail is disgraceful thing, Mu Zhenhua this closely guarded secret. He always suspected people look down on their own.
Gao Ping are not aware of this, she thought, the only thought is: people come back like. think of lost luggage that day, she felt her husband was too confused,
mbt sale, how not to Having regard to the son put the suitcase? This child is really, how but why has this idea, bring home so much trouble.
so high ping never forget his son's education: Lei baby, that But for you to use the suitcase cushioned ride, we will not forgot to get off, your dad will not go to jail, you have to remember these things, ah, you have to remember how much wronged by his parents ah .
childhood things, Mu Lei many not remember, but only this one particularly clear, because the mother always bring that up, as if it was all his fault.
IV, son
With the lessons of Mu Kun, Gao Ping and Mu Zhenhua of the natural son of the bundle is very strict. they were afraid of his son astray. Mu Zhenhua that learning in the supervision of his son on this point can not have the slightest slack. son's achievements and ranking is his greatest attention. Mou Lei do well, he just casually say a few words, To him, shame is the truth, is a man strenuously to promote the most powerful driving force.
Mu Lei personality began to twist very early. In addition to performance, and he has no other life goals.
Mou Lei fifth grade worse exam period is more than a dozen class. results in parents know the day,
purple christian louboutin, he was too frightened to go home, he was afraid to go home will be beaten.
that afternoon he had been in the street away from the street went to the river, and from the river back to the streets until dark. He felt that cloud top pressure, want to cry. but he will not cry, crying is the weak performance. He would rather hatred, for hatred closed themselves, and become stronger because of hatred.
late at night. Gao Ping panic up, he feared his son an accident, why do they always blame the husband, younger son took the liberty. Muzhen Hua keep our noses do not speak, he felt that something was seriously.
two people got up and went out to find his son, the son of the students go home to relatives, acquaintances to go home, did not find him. Two people had to go home. Gao Ping is lost, but also a worry, Mu Zhenhua is cursing all the way. They do not know, Mu Lei is now hiding in a secluded corner of the neighborhood, listening to their movement.
high ping into the house, squatting outside the pumping Mu Zhenhua boring smoke.
Mu Lei mother heard my father complain about the voice, heard complaining into sigh, and I heard the sigh into Diqi. His heart some pain.
So he went out.
saw her son, Mu Zhenhua suddenly to the spirit, changing the appearance of a pair of vicious, things do not worry! in front of him without his parents, but two ferocious face, poking the hand of two pairs of pointed, two lips of anger spilling.
This is my parents do?
next day, Mou Lei, woke up very early yesterday, did not eat one night, he was hungry. High Ping to get up last night and the rest of the soup with a bowl of hot meals cooked for him, blame the sentence:
can not run around! the like. No one one's only for your own good, no one to come to a stable and secure love, even between family members are often tortured and hurt each other.
father in his eyes was a crazy dictator to save face , is one of his powerful enemies, that he felt fear and hatred. at home between father and son has been very stiff, and sometimes have disagreements, fights very powerful. Mou Lei has twice been evicted from their homes did not have a hungry lunch the stomach and ran out, one did not wear shoes and ran out.
Later, Mu Lei think of a way to deal with his father, regardless of what his father told him, that he ignored. This method of playing the cold effect. father very angry, he can not get. It was never made Mou Lei pleasure of revenge.
V. undercurrents
One winter, Mu-kun brought a girlfriend home, met while working in Guangzhou , called the Xu Hui. Xu Hui facial features born too small and delicate, gentle disposition, very polite to the elders, who are diligent, Mou home quite satisfied with her.
son with high-Ping Xu Hui that the feelings will develop long-term , but this idea was soon broken.
Mu-kun When working in Guangzhou, fell in love with a flop machine. At that time the town just opened a gambling game rooms, Mu-kun a free thither drilling, who often gambled away the money, no money and asked his girlfriend to. Xu Hui is a stupid woman, as long as there will give.
Xu Hui have no money, Mu-kun is still to be. promise to take no pay , Mou-kun reproved her. Xuhui Gang began to also hold on, then could not bear it, broke out:
the.
family heard it so much noise is not small, and quickly ran to the door just to hear the , and quickly pulled his son. Muzhen Hua gave his son a slap in the face severely.
Xu Hui clutching his bloody forehead, and ran out crying. Mu-kun in front of their parents like a deflated ball, slumped Zuodao chair.
; I ask you to promise to find the little back, you hear?! on the face. No matter what parents say and how to curse, he would never contradict, this is his hold on filial piety, as if the son of parents born with the composition of the sinner.
Gao Ping is still ramble, as he did not Mu Zhenhua However, the absolute tough, she always hated gas, hated disappointing his son, the son of naive gas, a radical, tears came down.
and Mu-kun fear most is the mother cried.
Kun baby, how did you become now ah? out all these years you do ah? You're scary! every time they ask you what you do not say a word, mother my heart Jia! you bully someone on the outside you, ah? as a murderer, she was afraid her son suddenly one day in jail, she was afraid of a sudden one day her son disappeared from the house. tears in her face aspect rampant. It was a grief helpless in the face. She walked Mou Kun front, pushing hard on the back of his beat:
who spent so much effort! you read in school books are not good, take you to your military service, the middle class can not read, do you not let us do, ah? mad do you want me? twitch a little, when he looked up with tears in his eyes already:
good, but what use a good temper! others only when you are useless, bullied! at school, I was a dispute with people queuing Dafan was punched and kicked, in the presence of so many people face, also finished students laugh, ha ha, ha ha ... ... do not want to be despised, and even steal them mixed community as rogue, I have to make something for, I want revenge! , the pressure in the bottom of my heart for many years grievances, anger finally poured out.
high ping heard these words, waves of sorrow. She held out her hand and tried to comfort his son.
Mu-kun fend off her hand and ran out , fled like a wolf. in this family, revealed weak is shameful.
night, Mu Lei Scared several times, he said, afraid of his brother's face so he was scared. Since then, There is something inside him collapsed.
second son is the greatest Ping Mu Zhenhua and high hopes. Mu Lei has been very good results. The most terrible is that he got to such a large test in the examination will be very nervous to play mad. Mu Zhenhua quite can not understand this, he felt that his son is useless, on a prestigious universities, young son, only to admitted to a two schools.
high ping can not accept the blow, she went to the temple to worship Buddha, seeking Fushui, to eliminate the son of the demon. Mou Lei this a very offensive, but he felt sorry for his mother, put Fushui drank.
Mu Lei with his father in the summer after the college entrance examination war broke out. Muzhen Hua think the son is over, no hope:
a more intense form of outbreak:
Xu Hui trouble so many times, even beaten so many times of the Xu Hui, they still want to get married.
day in pre-marital medical examination, Xu Hui diagnosed with severe hepatitis.
so two people break up .
this happens very clean, clean like that never happened.
soon, Mu-kun has a new girlfriend there.
Mu Lei went to college with high-Ping report back to school with her. Registration packed school day, the weather was hot, run down two layers of procedures tired and hungry.
mother and son playing in the school cafeteria two packages, also bought two fruit ice . High Ping eating something delicious, a spoonful of ice into their mouth, sipping her thin, so that ice slowly melt in the mouth, such as what is like to retain.
Mu Lei looked on the mother to eat ice when the intent expression, there is an urge to cry. He was sad,
mens asics 美国男子千米峡谷间跳伞如蝙蝠侠(图), tired mother so many years, have not had seen better days. home is not without ice, but the mother has never been willing to buy. she almost never lived for himself, her life and energy to devote almost all of the family on. to his son's future, but also their hope, she had to plan carefully, diligence and frugality, Zhaoyan discussion to get fighting for life, face to aging, face can ignore,
cheap asics wrestling shoes, and let his son stand out.
but myself 哑巴吃黄连 Lei Mou, 有苦说不出. from the entrance before he began to sleep a month, until now, too, he even had the fear of sleep. He was anxious all day torture, even simply pick up their clothes, looking for such a small thing would make him uneasy, his eyes always tingling, and sometimes leg cramps.
he is suffering, the pain of an abandoned by all. because the entrance was defeated, he felt is a complete loser, Mo Lianxian former classmates, did not dare to let people know their own past. a crazy, difficult to control the power surging in his heart, he was overshadowed by a sense of foreboding: that power If not divert, or destroy the others, or to destroy his own.
these things he never talk to anyone. He would not reveal the vulnerable and to whom, and no desire to talk. regardless of his heart How sad, he just proud to live, even if only to do posters.
he had used closed. a profound forbear family man who in the Mu genetic, or both Muzhen Hua Kun Mou, Mou Lei, are so . They have some stubborn inner spirit, like a pair of dark, wild and wicked eyes. This spirit can not be changed, to that spirit, they are better than the common people suffer, it seems to be more restrained than the common people, but only Mu Lei university always alone, rarely communicate with people. He did not realize he was trying to avoid. although it is a new environment, but he is still trapped in the shackles of the past years.
University Library is He often went. Literature for his life, another piece of open sky. He's been a great comfort alone, he began a sojourn in another world, and respira
tory.
Muzhen Hua University for his son at first very dissatisfied , but over time will accept. and Mulei Gang entrance into the university because of outstanding access to the national first-class scholarship, which made a lot of heart Mu Zhenhua security.
freshman winter break, a student brought Lei Mu home, called the week of spring, was his classmate,
air max 91 海内首次展示慈禧50岁时照片(图), said here play it. weeks of spring is not high, dark, well built, Han Han laughed, and very honest. Muzhen Hua, a well-off, the natural son of the students is also very warm.
Gao Ping are pleased to have such a friend of his son, because he felt his son was too introverted. In the weeks before spring, my son showed rare to see past talkative and cheerful. They will go out every morning running. Mou Lei is also the role and became a tour guide, with weeks of spring around the shopping, buy snacks, to cultural attractions to visit. Mou Lei seems to have used up the enthusiasm.
day dinner, teasing his younger brother a Mu-kun to:
We all thought it was a girl there. expression is serious.
do not want to get married, get married is not the fight every day, getting divorced ... ... sleep during the day, every day two or three in the morning to come home. From the third day of marriage, the wife began to jealously guarding its availability.
> it, Mu Lei? many times, but never mind. Now it is obvious that he was the son of discourse composition contests. She thought the idea was too strange son.
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junior day, suddenly playing Mu Lei call back, said he want to live, to commit suicide, said he did not want to stay in school, drop out.
a high ping on the ignorant, and half did not regain consciousness. son was not in the university study for good care of you, how suddenly want to ... ... suicide?
He felt very depressed at the university, a lot of pressure, that no future study.
Gao Ping wants to appease his son, she is absolutely not accept suspension. She do not know what to drop out and in her view, the suspension is self- off future. but very stubborn son, listen to her. finally the mother and son had a falling out.
you looking forward to the day twenty years you can get ahead, we easily? you do not study hard, you have to ... ... also ... ... of:
You are a kind! I test well on the test before you give good face, a disgrace test difference scolded me, you always say that in front of me the day I would be better without a lot of what you did with me, it is better to strangle me Forget it! was pounding a little, slumped down on the sofa, without a word.
Mu Lei attitude is extremely determined, he must drop out, or will commit suicide. Gao Ping intuition son what must be met, but the son just do not say. Gao Ping is no way fail to beat her son's stubborn, let Mu-kun to the school to his brother organized a leave of absence procedures, took a year.
Mu-kun to his brother, very angry, but he saw his younger brother to school after more more compassion. brother's hair to stay very long, did not shave his beard, his eyes bloodshot clear, eyes are split and even some grim, filled with uneasiness and anxiety, is like a wounded animal.
Mu Lei back home. Gao Ping sick, she cried and asked his son saying:
I am angry with you is to do you torture me.
Lei Mou said not a word, mouth floating difficult to detect from the trace of the strange smile.
Mu Zhenhua thousand dollars to his son, called him out on my own to make a living, do not stay at home.
Lei Mou then gone, a man ran out of Hainan.
Three months later, the daughter of Mu-kun was born, which brought the whole family great joy. Gao Ping's life began a new focus, started the busy caring for his granddaughter. She is a woman full of motherhood , from the child have a love of nature and instinct, not to mention his granddaughter. She can not wait to pour the granddaughter who all thought, to the meticulous care of his granddaughter. This is her career.
those who are not sensible son, she Gradually Not think. second son was a question mark on her, she did not know too many secrets. She does not want to understand.
may drop out of his second son, must go through a growth phase, right? this stage too Le good, anyway, after one year he will have to return to school, can not be regarded as neglect their studies. this idea to the high-Ping great comfort.
Mu-kun have a daughter, fair to say that should read a little more at home . No, he almost did not change the habits, is still nocturnal night playing cards, sleeping during the day. He had little time to get along with her daughter, just like his daughter met a stranger he met, as he holds his daughter cry .
this newborn baby girl, called Mu Yuxi.
Xiaoxi a birth has been well cared for family members to buy her the best milk, good-looking tailor-made children's clothing, a wide range of toys. However, Xiao Xi's poor health, susceptibility to disease common cold, which makes a lot of heart speaking family.
Xiaoxi grew up, born too cute and lovable, Lingling were rolling eyes water, the mouth is always babble yi oh he spoke the words she can understand their own, who met her wanted to hug kiss.
Xiaoxi nine months, when Lei Mou back to the school from Hainan to continue studying.
Gao Ping to see life getting better ...