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, The two packages, both books. Probably very few people like me ask for it, go home is not easy, I bent back as well as a bunch of reading books and magazines will be home to see, in fact, may not be able to see how much we seek so tired of their own , would like to have a case but, in case some can see it? Or with it. So, away from home for so many years has been silly to go to school for so many years. In a moving and unstable bus, I suddenly realized that this, as long as we pursue in the future? Or keep trying it, if it, in case of infinitely bright future for the next serious effort to achieve it? Oh, I smile, a bright future, ah, more like a colorful wrapped candy to the sun under the dizzying refraction of color, want more sweet taste prompted us to set each of the dust has hardly ever, the future looks like there are infinite possible good people at all costs, bloody battlefield in an attempt to blaze a new trail, opened up territory to complete the great cause, to their own account, to the world prove that they finally live up to expectations, with a bright future. I do not deny, certainly someone to do it, but I am pessimistic that their fear is not part of that group do, I feel so hopeless that many people have called them a bright future may not have imagined yet. This is it, but it may just be my bias, after all, only from their own ideas in the conclusion, on the other people, I never asked, just guess, think it, is this right? Why not ask? It was a taboo of it, or just because there are unknown? No concept of what looks like the future to become what people, what kind of work, how to live a life of it is blurry, can not describe, can not tell, so it does not mention.

always stopped the car and open, open up another stop, made me dizzy, and sleepy. Fortunately, people in the car has not been the May holiday, oh, no, How can you say long? Only three days only. That was seven days ago, Moreover, even before, and he seems to have never had a vacation for seven days of treatment, right? The escape of the two classes themselves, only more holiday, not everyone can be so wayward it. Anyway, people in the car but not overcrowded because of the holiday, by contrast, very few, sparsely venues tend to sit only five people only, so I totally have room to lie down to sleep for a while. Head was dizzy, sleep is not good, woke up a while. Sit up and look out the window after the field of vision is very open, so looking at the infinite vast space makes me feel very comfortable, not the city a sense of vertigo caused by tall buildings, and the sense of alienation. Car was not traveling fast through the window, and occasionally see farmers busy in the fields, in April, I thought, totally can not remember now what kind of crops should the planting season. I always this way, can not remember what kind of crops in which seasonal planting, weeding, fertilizing, to fight drugs, harvest, although the growth in my piece of heaven and earth. I have a headache in high school geography classes, I even had a special back in North China's major crops, when to sow, when to harvest, one year a few familiar, but also back over spring wheat, the growth of winter wheat, winter wheat in North China, Northeast spring wheat, which Daohai remember, you can always prove the fact that most I do not remember. No wonder my geography results until the entrance is still miserable. I think it is his labor of love is not enough, not enough enthusiasm to vote for the land, rarely engaged in, is do not remember it. No year-round to face it, accept it, take it, but without prejudice is that I love it, I still remember, very little themselves, lying on the old ox cart full of peanuts, eating peanuts while watching the sunset , threw home for a while and that was peanuts to Han Lei Ba mood is very different when it. I have been stubborn to believe that home leisurely period of time, is tired of their day, reward yourself. Okay, I admit, I have a lazy, pulling the pull forward to play the.

digress, back to that future. Seen enough of the window to hand, the newly opened yo editor of the I thought of Dr. Chang who is a doctor called cold coincidence, since they are all a coincidence? Mentioned in the article, naive? Prove it, at least now, I will not be so naive as to think their skills strong enough to bear all their favorite people in the future, will not be presumptuous to think we can all enjoy a bright future and the people have the life you want . That is what many luxury ah, the poor are not necessarily his life can have, and how can relied on his past delusional young to have so many? Not only have their own delusions, but also gave a lot of people, much more naive and ridiculous ah. Classmates past, the to write such a statement? Time inexorably prove to the world, ah, most people are not infinitely bright future, they can not always be happy, wrote Auld Lang Syne that person's name, look you remember right? What is eternal? What is immortal? Who could have been a sunny day go? Of these, you may not know it now. So, I wonder, sometimes, ignorance is not a pleasure? Proved very ignorant when it happy, confident, ah, not now, so tired, just relying on a fluke in the pursuit of the future, if it, if to insist on a better future will come about it? I felt like I was hanging seems to have the elderly dying breath, doctors still believe in the silly Is not no doubt of it, just have a love of it survived, so did believe. Suddenly found himself looking forward to the future there, ah, not a sentence of seven years of deep thought TH then what, look, we hope the future will be how to do? They do not say that the typical university teacher What negative examples, there is no plan of life, loss of life, destined to be the kind of out of it? Planning can not do is give up hope on the future, also have expected to do? For what it? The next moment even the collapse of defeat it?

that, see I write these things you must see through me, think I'm timid. This is it, in the face of unpredictable future, my humility, my disappointment now is the performance of cowardice. Younger days, I relied on young and naive Shangqie can easily say he wanted to be a doctor, ah, ah writer, editor, ah, now I have to say nothing of humility. When young people ask just say a name for occupational tasks, now I can not ah, you have to state your career plans, how do you think, ah, very difficult is not it? And he is still stuck in previous knowledge of the future, and remain in the Writer? How to listen to things that are do not fly, most people have no courage that most drastic, is not that long endure the darkness before the dawn of perseverance Moreover, that the dawn can come is unknown. He is generally right, without a doubt. Some writers know when their not just express your sentiment Yeah, the mood can become when ah, I retreat to want to do editing, so that can, and your favorite text Da Jiaodao it, than to be a writer should be simple it, until the later found not so easy as editing, and you as magazines, publishing houses are opening your home, ah, you want to go to enter. Evolution to the present, to ashamed to mention anything about their expectations of the future. Although I dreaming that one day in his career to fill in the column

his past seems to have been committed a fatal mistake, I was not sincere, even in the article, then the article lacks the most basic of good faith. This error is it? With write So is So now I am honest with you,Cheap handbags, this I will not be disappointed? Will? I let you have those who appreciate quality, strong, optimistic, brave, admit defeat, has always been the way to an illusion of the existence of a long, long time to even I feel that the quality is already mine. However,Gucci handbags, the fact that from it. So I will not let many people down?

now I wrote to you honestly, I am totally not sure about the future, did not feel it is bright. Why do you think the future is bright, future will be better than bad, is not it? So, my future may well be very bad, I recognize and accept this possibility, then, my family, friends, can you accept?

the future, I am less likely to have very good work, earn a lot of money, on the other hand, I also think they are unlikely to have Cinderella, as good luck, you can marry the prince. My dear sister, I know you must wait for your dear sister is married to Prince William do, even though you do not know who Prince William. I know it must be for love's sake, you want me to live better, better marry a But, my dear sister, it was a far more difficult than winning the lottery thing, ah, uncertain how many ordinary girls like me dream to marry the rich to change the fate of it. However, life is not idol ah bubble, the rich prince too little, too tragic Cinderella, Cinderella can be turned gorgeous very few ah. So, do not count on it, OK? I hope that even if I get married in the next months is not very high, not handsome, not very rich people, you can still calm acceptance. I also think that a writer named Lian Yue well written, But, this two possible places are small, I do not think I kind of luck.

future ah, that's the future, ah, before the sounds, speaking, writing up, think of it is a very good really good words, fear may be the only things I do not know the idea of ​​a child it difficult . I have done everything on the future of the Imagination, ah, ah dream in search of, ah, maybe better to have lost something precious. May have expected his young mind is so Gouxue things sometimes? Gouxue to even more than two-episode TV series can not match the point of the story. Actually no it is nothing more than to play with friends who have married into the big time when their little boys just love it. Accident only to find themselves only still has his own influence it can not be ignored. Was so small, primary school children, understand what is love? Do not understand it. Moreover, he never said like ah, then I have nothing to bear a grudge for? Only because he used all the time around yourself? Like a long become part of their own, so I have a he would have been in the illusion. If you can think of how worthless they are not out of school, and he must be with the people themselves? Tell yourself, do not be silly, do not be silly, do not be silly, that my time has passed, you are sad only because many years later, you remember those days put into the most glittering diamond parcel post, suddenly found that the diamond is not yours, it belongs to you it is no longer crystal clear. Find the best friend to tell, the original best friends know I like him in those days, I really appreciate it. Those days, about him and about me, after all, was witness to prove that not a false and empty. I can not let go, perhaps only,Gucci handbags, and we were accompanied by long time so long that eventually ended in silence, I can not can not find the things he and I maintain, no longer has any association. Unbreakable link I thought I collapsed on the way, I thinks there is a lot a lot of time can be used to silence so suddenly coming to an end, I thought I did not replace the location of the person being replaced had nothing to do, but she had changed irrelevant. I'm just timid girl, can only be attributed to the fate of all, it is moving irreversibly as come roaring past, let me ventricle a messy, time to mourn, no time to cry. And I'm sorry about the root causes of those who will never just a secret, how can I say? No longer qualified ah. The original is always a self-created illusion, which makes me feel that life is so original, however.

the future is not very far away now, the future, it is so it, far from their own imagination so beautiful.

(Buddha said can not say, do not understand Do not guess and do not ask, and understand but also to understand the last part can not be said, will go wrong, because those two people do not dare me write)