After 5 years of marriage

I remember when the first marriage, when the morning will wake up in his weapon, I always redden and not defiance to say early, afraid of the tone of his mouth crumpled his brow; rinsing mug and brush, and he insisted different models with the same color, the couple put together to see only the feeling; I would help him prepared for work clothing, what what shirt with tie, after I put him to have his body before the aesthetic. Got out of bed to the table, for his health, I change the different patterns of breakfast every day, bright days may be bacon and eggs with toast; some rain, perhaps with a little rice take salted pickles; If atmospheric, it is better to eat outside of the fried dough sticks and moves to use soy breast ... ... I've changed new tricks, but I never get tired.

except when a chaste wife, I also made no hidden of his eagerness, , even though he is only superficial laugh most of the time, I am pleased a waited a long time enough.

However, five years later.

I deem the time is not to itch, but in the end is what changed my interaction with him? Morning, his rank often has been empty, only by the folds of the textile proved that he really existed, even now he occasionally slept too far alternatively small depends on what mattress, definitely a rush from the mattress and jumped up and rushed freshen the clothing.

I'm almost forgot to salute the sun by his sense of embrace. The rinsing mug bathroom, broken a few years ago, the could not find a pattern, and the other fell into the restroom just because,GHD Pink Limited Edition, so also for the new; five years, the toothbrush has been changed a few pieces I do not know, sometimes we sleep astray, will spend the same group, what tone do not need to hide the problem.

is the same color, the same style, he said they were not major. Therefore, the sink and Doraemon Hello Kitty patterns around two rinsing mug confrontation Doraemon stuck in a green toothbrush glass, my; Hello Kitty is empty, because he has been changed a while ago electric toothbrush, put on the shelf. Belong to two different stories of the rinsing mug, and at two different situations of the toothbrush, as if to mimic our married relationship, beyond away. The time he went out early, RBI his wear is no longer my thing, he would get breakfast? Long time did not eat together, and I also do not have to think hard and think about the menu, retard the prescription, anyway, no one show up. Not to mention the

Think about five years, he has not said it once,


the time he and I together, strictly speaking, beginning from the night at 7 o'clock, that is, after he came home from work. If he is working overtime, then time may be stretched to ten, eleven.

just got marital, I went to school for his cooking, Therefore, some cafeteria dishes often appear in our chart, kung pao chicken, just before dawn intestinal Wang, Scallion Chicken, Pork ... .... Glad to see him eat, and I laugh, although not all my preference, but he likes like.

After supper, we would nestle on the couch watching television, I watch the newspaper with him, listening to his comments on citizen policy, fussy social conditions; he did, watching TV, listen to me laugh at the anecdote, big call laugh. So I know the premier, who is the Legislative Yuan, he also knows who is a renowned melodrama of Li Shimin.

I did not expect that, five years to change all that.

cooking classes I tin mention halfway, do not know which day, he began to interfere with my means of cooking, he does no like also many pepper kung pao fowl, fair ahead dawn he intestinal Wang began to resist, Scallion Chicken told me not to gush oil, stewed Pork with soy sauce to put a number, he have something to say. I do the dishes chance pile up uncomplicated, do not want to go, cooking classes, and occasionally a panel of stir-fried vegetables, meatballs and tofu soup and maintained eggs, sent out to him, yet he not attitude.

I think I can not catch him in the stomach.

With the mushroom in the number of his overtime, and we rarely watch TV together, and I know nobody can be said for citizen affairs; and he asked do not have to ask, Taiwan Thunderbolt fire Who is the hero he must not know.

made between husband and wife began less than judge, he said to me, then, most of them are ,

we do not have the same heading, not have the same amuse, in increase to

marital relationship more ridiculous, is not it?

marriage, we have narrated the vision of the future, he said, to have two children, after the first male and petticoat, and older sibling to defend her sister; I think that they should be enjoying a time of two lives, When a baby is not quite hurry love, but I do not want his wrong mood and did not say.

married for a while, he was quite positive and I do not want to, fearful he was not merry, so I carried him to eemerge from control drugs tablets.

memorize that time, he excitedly took me to the hospital to visit a female friend, she had just given birth to a four thousand two hundred grams of the giant baby, look wither Mi's lying in bed. I will never forget his look of cup separated by a new doll, the eyes look blooming, but I can not forget, the female friend with a feeble tone told me that she had a whole day and night pain before seeking remedial productions from natural to caesarean section.

I can not baby.

five years later, he seems to have abandoned a baby at all, at last, he is the only one heat is useless.

, although, reside in his vacant house after work, I suddenly felt a baby is likewise good, by fewest the room ambition be busy, I will be a little less lonely.

he had been a few years ago began to use condoms, and I do not know what made him change his mind, but it is also loose my respiration, my birth control pills appear to allergies, no matter what mark for edema eventually come to a end.

I surmise he added more than 6 degrees of myopia flash, I should not see edema before and after edema even not the same, the point is, he solved me a condom ** ** trouble, also brought another current trouble.

I want a baby, but he seems not to want, I do not know how to tell him speak.

not to mention his frequent overtime, often tired and fell down comatose at night, if I open the mouth, it seems that by increasing the pressure on him.

between two human, low enough,GHD Straightener, and do not absence to increase a reason of clash topics.

when we fall in love, he liked to take me to the water, sitting beside the rill bank watching the sunset, along the dock were born, you can eat snacks a crowd of different flavors. Fresh seafood input on fame, he seems to be only Shitulaoma, the total know which is the most authentic.

Sometimes he took me on the ferry to the other side of Bali, where there is only one way busy, selling all the peacock clams, two people can eat a big plate, but also felt something more to say.

he would ride twice with my bike ride according the old avenue light sea water, and then ride behind to the sea by the light, the landscape onward the way is not very charming, but the kind of simple taste, and the sea breeze salty buffet in the face, I enjoy this atmosphere. Of course, sitting in the behind seat of my bike for two days 3 days of fishing nets drying, two-step when it is a good mood, he knows I'm idle, or the best of the foot.

I miss, really, even after 5 years, that part of memory is still vivid in my mind.

marriage to a number of fresh water, in addition to the wedding that period, almost one of the few, the final two or three years is not been to one.

weekends and holidays, he will not get up up at noon, I see him so tired, of course, does not perturb him to show me around.

holiday fair to say that he and I should be some mutual ground, but he was tired, I can only look for a job to do yourself, and friends who work out at work to mart and talk about right and wrong, but also complain about the way about him.

As his sleep at home, lunch, dinner, themselves now!

he did not know the first few months, I have lost bored, take the MRT to the water myself.
Sure enough,GHD Diamond Flag Styler, did not go too long, and there has become a place where I do not know.

embankment next to the food stalls was gone, all concentrated in the nearby MRT station, he and I watch the sunset over the place renovated into a Long Beach, only a hike. While the road to become neat and natty is good, but his collection of memories I place disappeared.

without his navigate, I can not find genuine seafood restaurants, can not find luscious snacks that he can not ride a two-
people were cycling, But I was surprised to find fresh water more than a Fisherman's Wharf, you can take a bus past.

Fisherman's Wharf, without ever setting foot in his footsteps, and I was his first tread, it is not him, just my experiences.

to the corner of Fisherman's Wharf, the United States re-landscape the U.S. men, but a kind of artificial Diaoqi affectation. I thought to spend several hundred greenbacks you can take a blue expressway to the other side of Bali, just like the ferry in general, but lost the antiquity of the yacht has a large surround around the opening and then back to the origin. In addition to the hull

bumps shook me dizzy, I can not remember what pretty scenery, and even a peacock clams did not moan.

water changed, and I and his memories, but also changed.

1 morning, I specifically than he obtain up early, cook the Dayton behind almost a luxurious breakfast long to him.

then, there is no third gathering, no contentions.

I handed out a divorce agreement.

It was the first time I saw him look so shocked, if that day is April Fool's Day, I think I succeeded.
However, I can not have fun is so bad, he knew I was serious.

he did not like a normal guy, like exasperation, began to reprimand the woman's crime; there is no crying, knelt down and apologized me to stay, he just tried calm your mood, do not say anything to take over silent agreement, open the door, to work as with.
Perhaps he is also conscious of our marital relationship to a bottleneck, but also intends to cautiously consider the likelihood of divorce, he alienated in recent years, I did not shed a tear, but he was cold that day, I almost scamper to five years tears.

I have some repent, that regret has spread to the heart as a starting point, spread through my head and toes. But regret what? Do not cut the Gordian knit, plain water is just hauling a day, two people stem consumption.

I do not know how much love is left of him, but was not remove how much love is left for me. Marry him, I knew he was taciturn; to marry him, he thinks I can change, and did not change him much.

my love, insufficient to change him, his love, it can not change for me, this is probably the key.

leading a poor Youyanjiangcu love sweet tea devastated, I tasted, but it is five years in exchange for lessons.

while now, no children, no strings spliced, I do not covet him what the best time of divorce, right?

Douzhao Shou in the divorce agreement to sign my appoint to a few hours after he went out, and I'm still shaking. This is an unknown alarm, I, and so he gave me a result.


his chilly and my five years later, they slit in chips of my seven days .

handed his hand from the divorce settlement, after a whole week, he did not say a word to me, neither sleep for seven days on the sofa, remains day to work as follows, in addition to more cool, I feel his feelings.

agreement goes on, even threw trash, waste bags will be struck by the voice, but he, Not a sound, I mistrust that he did bad thing, fhardly everme time ignore me, just want to see I will not forget their divorce circumstance. I can not stand, and he in the end how to do? With divorce, you must leave to be so indifferent?

However, seven days after, he shocked me ado.

morning, I heard the sound he got up in the living room,GHD, Gezhuo Men do not listen to real board, I can not await until he has been shut out the sound to work. While banging metal impact, he has been quietly replaced the annual routine, I finally got up and look not embody himself, but after opening the gate, smell the aroma of food for a while.



my heart jumped a morsel harsh, is not the original wag of emotion that old well, caring for his long absence, the sky was the slightest crease.

he was so effortless, you can touch my heart. I do not know how he

to shambles with nine, ten o'clock does not go to work, he received my doubts, it is only indifferent smile, who simply breath work clothes are a little No, possibly he is also tired of work, right?

... ... he may also be sentenced, on goes the divorce agreement.

Shenseziruo look at him, and I ate breakfast in quiet, imagining a moment he would say. He will not be crisp divorced? Or tear the agreement in front of me?

undeniable, my heart disposed to the latter.

, is to properly handle with things at home. I smile.



he never secondhand the tone of this question and talk to me, looked at his infrequent Lise, I went so far as to say a word.

.

However, some things there is no divorce settlement goes, I'll not know.

he said, five years,GHD Purple Styler, he did clutch me wake up every day, but later he was busy with work, time to change get up early, but I'm still sleeping, do not know about it, and sometimes He would kiss my face, looked at me rapacious lazy sleep Yan, he does not have the heart to wake me up.

and placed in the bathroom rinsing mug, he did not clear or the Doraemon Hello Kitty is his is his, he thought that roseate is for girls orchestra colors, so He has been using the mouth wash Doraemon Cup.

the original, we have been invisible, the exchange of doing close lip and teeth, and the needy of the HelloKitty, with no one out there has become a decoration.

breakfast, he ate were 7-11, he admitted that I did miss breakfast, but he entangled the Central every day I do to him, he knew I would do heads change squeeze pattern, he could not bear to see me too tired.


say of his clothes, he was laughing at my stupid, he could see that I will be adding new clothes for him, along to the color pattern assortment in the cupboard neatly placed The newly married I often aided him during the mate, a long time he knew my favorites, what tie with what clothes he was dressing for me.

The warm morning kiss, a day sleeping in my room he had given me, I uphold the dead end, that he did not need me to kiss.





Yes ah, I know, I always knew that, otherwise I would not marry him, but, since we know, I asked him He Bijiang say?

need some words of love women are humid, and I think this is the reason, look at me eye grumbles, and I think he knows causative.

eat; you Papan, so I hope the oil while cooking add a little less; soy sauce, a salty, eat a huge burden aboard the kidneys, for your sake of my health, seasoning, do not add too many. br> As long as I cook, he likes to think each time to arrange edible for him, he did not eat afresh, and in the end why do I feel that grip his stomach?

So, I caught his heart?

Another thing surprised me, he really know thatTaiwan Thunderbolt who is the hero, even now guess not exactly correct.





I concern about, in truth, not seeing what procedures, however the Executive Yuan, Legislative Yuan,GHD Benefit Styler, who, without him approximately to see what is uninteresting.

I found, if they wish, two people can talk about anything, even I explained to him the story of Taiwan Thunderbolt, all the way to talk to a cosmetic publish, and he listened with great interest.

was me, I closed myself, preoccupied that he would not listen to me, do not want to talk to me. He anguished me a man at home, afraid to talk about what the enterprise I'm bored bad, you see I do not want to disburse him any heed a look, he can only touch one day, gray snout.

he told me namely no stuff what, I all want to hear, but I let him know now, a husband and wife as a few annuals of period consumed in this misconstruing among the round and circular, and he deserved , I deserve it.






talk to the children's asset, he first silent for a meantime.





further message, I discovered that he always knew I was taking medicine - whevery once in a while I may have casually put the medicine on the dresser, which he saw, he was entirely understanding of my do not want children.

and he knows that there will be swelling the next day I finished the phenomenon of narcotic, slim body bone me, takes a pair of elephant legs, swollen feet, as only the ostrich intellect of people like me would think that he would not find.

habit then I take the medication in the drawer, he thought I was not eating, fear of body edema and uneasy, so he DAI Qi condoms, always the same, or for my .

I can not get full free
to punch! He wanted children, and heard me saying that they want to have kid, he now greatly excited light to narrate me that. But, instantly after Nama Lianqu flashing light, he sat in queried me a question.

offended, even tearful little convincing.
he began talking almost the four thousand two hundred grams of the immense baby, the aboriginal female friends of the experience that not merely frightened me, afraid him. He does not want my children but also at the large anguish, what caesarean section, natural birth, and he have no fancy, just know will be painful.

he knows I'm afraid of the pain, so he relinquished the idea of ​​having children.







explained by him, I realized that even if the work tired, and he occasionally has the desire, sometimes at arm around me and watch me sleep soundly, eat less than that seen the pain He can only reduced the stuffy in his heart.
the face of his idea, and I actually was dumb.

two peaches in my eyes like a little swelling, he urged me to change clothing, take me out.

been a long time did not voyage with him, and in between the two cold ice, sitting alongside him, had I had the emotion of love.
I look inward to concentrate on driving his side faces, campaigns and outward of his deep deep in my heart, for I nearly forgot, also between me and him sideways a problem.

goes on divorce.

I want to remember his life looks like, if he would still be signed.

However, he should not sign it? Otherwise, he and I argued why children do ... ...



sea breeze thumping brain is fresh water. He also remembers the area, the place where we treasure the memory.

This is what

Oolong?

tired I thankful his work, his sympathy for me and friends go out this way, we missed again and again accompanied.





also funny to say, we have thought themselves for the sake of each other, and considerate in their own way to each additional, this has resulted in many self-righteous all odds, until I began to suspect that they are not love him, he does not love me, only to find that this love is not gone, but liquefied into the lives of the people to forget the existence of a natural.

love the extravaganza, which can be viscous, warmheartedness, dedication, blessing, or even give way, everybody in alter ways, will lead to mixed results. My approximate is blind to pay, the way he is total care, at first glance the two people are right, but whatever way, in the middle of a little known

our marriage, that is, building palaces in the ventilation at the top of this absence of communication, to marry this man for five years, I thought I did not love him gradually, but only some simple Poubai mind, I love all of his resurgence, and even grows.

woman long disregarded because of a man dissatisfied in love but can also be another word for love for a man full of hope, I - do not want to divorce him, not the least direction, had a rigid scalp signed name, perhaps just break out pique, he look the other way just to see me, but ... ...







he really loves me ... ... even now he did not say. I muse if I stick a divorce, he would let me go, he could not bear to watch me sad to look me to tears as he hugged me and up.

if it namely he wants a divorce?

pretext me selfish, I was resolved not to unlock, unless waiting for me to become his late wife, also because he could not bear to see me sad, I believe we can keep him.



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Yes ah, we can build new memories, at all times I have him, what time and place is not a problem.

five years of marriage, I base a love ...