Best Gifts for Friends
I always thought I could have my ideal relationship to deal with whoever I want, moreover with whom I like most. The boundary between friends and the one who makes your heart beat faster and palm sweat, the one who takes your breath away is crystal. The one you have imagined may possess no existence in this world, or else, your dream is too sweet to be true. But, it kills no one to keep dreaming like that, doesn't it?
I have been having a thing for Louise since I knew what was attraction, I am informed that it is just a fantasy of an innocent teenage girl who wants her romantic relationship to be extraordinary. It never bothered me to keep that under table, I never felt happier to live with that even though I knew it would never be true. Those hopeful thoughts and solid wishes helped me get through a lot of setbacks.
Human affections to me are like fire to water, for one thing, I know I am not ready, for another, I don't want change my quite life into one that involves tears and broken hearts. As I growing up, I become more mature, and I have to deal with all sorts of adult things, be like an adult is not that easy, yet, be a single girl means you can chat with your confidents for hours without worrying about what time to dine with your boyfriend, you can skip the gift selecting part, avoid going to the silly theaters when you can walk alone along the river and appreciate the magic work of nature.
I cherish the friends I have, both male and female. Being someone's friend, means you should be there for them whenever they need you, be supportive, or at least try, because sometimes it is really hard to support them when you realize it is wrong to do so. My point is that the hardest part is to keep the relationship going. As I suggested, friendship should be as pure as diamond, or rather I won't take the risk of establishing one at the first place. But somehow, the more you wish something won't happen, the more likely it would happen.
If you ask me again, what I am going to do with my life, I would probably say, be single. Living in the male dominant world provided you with less choice to be yourself, to succeed and to have it all. That's why I always send my friends Tiffany necklaces and links of london bracelets on holidays, for as you are single you need shoulders to lean on when you are down.
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