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68329 2007 年 11 月 06 日 01:16 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (0) Category: Abstract
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waste can imagine the next day chaos, staying at the company, always busy, but do not know what busy. I have to find some things to do, or I will not help but think of summer gull. She is again in the arms of the man, let him at the waist or thigh Niechu new bruise. I do not want to go home at night, I was afraid to go back to see that availability, more afraid of the face of a child pointing to my stomach that there is a woman, and I can not confirm the child who is. Back in the office at night or on a small bed to sleep, or the Green and friends to the demon drink pastime. I slid into a messy dirty bad in the order. Frightening thing is that I never thought to climb out. After about mid-March, there is a very important document in the presence of computer home I have to go back and get. I purposely hang around outside until 2 am back home, so even if the summer gull home and asleep. Opened the door softly into the room, like a camel, ostrich into the house. Computer in the living room, so I do not have to worry about the summer gulls will find me. But I looked up to see the summer gull, and she saw my surprised a moment, then immediately ran to get my slippers. She had to lean body now only a thin bone, and stared with big eyes full of joy double slippers quickly handed to me: lift up high, but still the word at the end to hear the point of choking tail. Girls Summer shoes on my feet exposed to, again waiting for me Tuo Lexie her shoes into the shoe rack I. She is almost two years to do these things every day, performed skillfully and easily. Later, she was pregnant I would not let her do, I considerate of her body, and she always dissatisfied at least a little less love. Can be used at that time I saw her pick out his hand when I replaced the shoes, even eyes fever. I did not go to cling to control his body was emaciated. She smiled at me, innocent, but did not answer me, just said, I would go to the coffee - I have the habit of drinking coffee at night. I watched her laugh, feel that they have to walk into her seductive trap of the. She poured the coffee out of a stool to move around according to my sat. I do not know her back looked at me calmly. I really not used to this cycle, that familiar smell I relented. Well what I want, I got up, and her eye could not afford to collide, do not give her the opportunity to catch me. She looked at me a few seconds to cook for me to go quietly. In fact, I did not have appetite.
Ten minutes later, Cook on her Qi. Sitting next to me watching me eat. She looked at me and said nothing, only shook his head. Feed himself. She quickly gave me a bowl after eating a bowl of soup Sheng, which is the activities she used to love to do. I feel sad I have not load the. Suddenly cast a glance into her soup and hand, holding a spoon flutter slightly. I slowly put down her spoon in hand, so she turned to face me, then hugged as if they threw her martyr-like, having peace of mind and warm. I touched her hair, supple and soft, close to her face, familiar fragrance. Thin with the monkey-like body that is my long time attraction. I never want to let go in the hold when the summer gull. But why she was so in the evil? It used to her mother, and now this to me. Her in the world who love her cruel she can live? I Banguo her, watching her eyes red, I say you bad woman. She did not tell anything more red eyes. She shook her head, eyes wide,
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then I see her cry. She sat on the sofa crying.
This is her third cry, but also the last time I saw his tears.
summer gulls cry, the sound of earnest earnest, slightly light Song of the thin shoulders, tears license to slip in the face, and she does not seem to want to cry, trying desperately to wipe his face with the back of the water, polished Youhen You quickly I am afraid I do not stop her she would break his face. Under light to coax. Her thumb gently cried, stop talking to her. After a while, she did not cry. Another for some time, it completely calmed down. I thought she was saying I had nine cherry. But she said she was nine men ... ... I was surprised to not close the mouth. I looked at her, I think I started a little bit to know her. Prostitutes summer gull. would kill my mother. so I did not say anyone. Then the mother of seven consecutive men like me do things after they have threatened me with his mother. Most of them regard the responsibility of blame on me, said I ... ... seduce them with their eyes, and said I was born my mother's replacement. You can just imagine a 13 year old slut it? over 13 years old when I did not. love what a woman has a child, I know her mother's life, deal with the man around, always wants to protect their daughter, why do even those things unnoticed.
summer gull too will be disguised. I know she was calm as well as the pupil of the eye
upper class people. I can read the best school, eat the most delicious things, and never told me the man hands and feet, in fact, so busy he rarely come to my home. I think it was very lucky thing. I just on That year high a day after school he came to school to pick me up and said take me to a place to eat, that my mother be there for me. I have no doubt gone with him. He asked the driver to drive to a remote place in front of the driver's side and then raped me. For a moment I thought I was dead. And when he found I was not a virgin, it is angry, he said he waited so many years, I have always a little bitch . he began to curse, curse my mother, that he is a bitch, that my little bitch. I gave him gas, but one foot, the result can be imagined, I was that he had had diarrhea was injured Yong Shounie . He is useless what my mother threatened me, and he said nothing, like nothing happened to send me home. I know that if I say something, the mother was gone. In fact, I have given up to struggle, I almost believed them, then - I am a prostitute, I was born to seduce people, I was a bad woman live negligible. That night I did not come in that day I met you. I do not know how I went into the the bar, but go in the moment I really want to pick up passengers, and was generally felt dead. chose you because you are the only people who did not call you Miss the man. One night, the first time I saw the summer gull, that face outward always be the little white girl. I nodded without hesitation. 16.7-year-old children is as big as impulsive, scared up, also has a competitive effect. Can understand. I will not let me sleep on the drive to go out. For a moment I earned my hand upon her 500 dollars, I feel like a stray dog section. crime, but I'm still embarrassed. My love, said to me years ago, I took her as a prostitute clips. . I think what I did not cheat you, at least I have always been just one of your lover. think of something,
means that after the death of her mother, and I set in life, she will also private man. . I stared at her death, a sudden desire to kill. Score, dead gulls in summer the men of all bullying, but also kill the summer gull. But I love her.
I give, I think she's had enough by. I hugged her and comforted her, to flutter in my arms crying, I do appreciate the understanding and tolerance,
la gear womens shoes, then repentant are with me tomorrow, but I did not finish a beautiful vision of a good time to hear the gulls in summer, with a clear-cut answer to my voice, If looking for me, I will go. She acted as though the gallant martyrs, brave and honest she was cruel. needs? ... I feel frustrated and helpless, I want to save the gull in summer to save our love, but she did not want to.
the original, she's just my favorite time to time, or she did not put me to the heart.
I thought, that looks like her mother, a prostitute, the most valuable is a man of commitment. But my summer gulls do not, I am hard to give, she made tired. I slowly got up, I must leave here. Room air too bad, I like to be kept in the cocoon of the animals, can not breathe can not be tamper with. The gull that points to the pursuit of summer is the most thick cocoon of my life! When the back door, saw the summer and gulls also sat on the sofa, disheveled,
la gear sneakers, eyes dull. Ten million of my heart unspeakable pity in that moment burst. very good, as long as you leave the man. ? I am willing to give you this. the future we will be a good fit for the most couples, happy to have the most lovely child, appreciate his swing in the park, guess what he will say then? him a look Hutouhunao , and with the innocent child voice shouted 'You see Mom and Dad, I swing more high! I want to fly to outer space it!' summer gull, do not be silly, do not drill corner, you have to think about our children ah . I can not accept this crazy, she killed my child! I wanted to care looking forward to for so long, she knows how much I love that child. But she should bear him destroyed. A madman in this room is to kill my son's murderer! I walked as urgent, even forgot to change shoes. Expect to go when the cell door is like a wanderer who can not return home. I actually never thought about, it is necessary to catch the summer gull out of my room. Then drive her away because she was really homeless. I never returned home later, after 2 months received a summer gull,
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almost immediately I got home, a door is an empty taste.
a home with a woman, the taste is familiar and easy to make people aware of, but once she was gone, you will immediately feel how obsessed with the sense of taste before.
I checked all the rooms, that diamond ring is also placed in a drawer, closet hanging pieces of white dress, I know wear it like a gull in summer clouds Brisk. No bathroom in her face cream, I saw a coffee table still stood CD I have tears in my unconscious the next crazy trip. I thought what would be left to find her note, the above out what conditions, for example, what if you what, I like to go home. But no. Home and become like three years ago.
night sleep in the bed to find the root long hair, and, if caused by treasure. Looked and looked, carefully taste income.
big board after two months I re-introduced a girlfriend. Just turned 21, in a prestigious university on the third year. From the heart of the beautiful, looks like a child forever. Little Moon like a good girlfriend move patients, I often think she is a good fit, and slab. But she said that does not call on the big board. She is such, talking with her idol always learned the word, neither fish nor fowl, but also laid back music. The beginning can not be used to stretch her jump like a flea to go for a long time to think it is alright now. She will not cook, I give her to cook. But the poem forced her to have to back down, back to me every day. At first she refused, of course, arguing that long, hard couple of days I did not manage her. Just when I thought I was on such calculations, and Xiao-Man, she come to me, openly recite the poem, and then laughing and said everyone has some quirks, two people with the necessary will to each other.
since I received from the bottom of my heart, she admitted that she was my girlfriend. Of course there she was to her That Yishi six months after the summer to leave a gull. I could not find summer gull.
summer again, one summer, my summer vacation and my little girl to stick together all day. I've never felt the summer a small gull, and even she was a year younger than Xiaoman to. Little Moon probably always sunny sky. 21-year-old Xiao-Man is like a cicada energetic, and always chatter incessantly. Never be done every day, extremely bored but also let her happy. Her greatest joy is that every morning, slipped quietly behind me to close my eyes and asked who I was. Then jump for joy in my one random among those correct answer: She said the school talk about love all this. Ou want to call his wife before the summer,
la gear, but she was not allowed, she said with a smile not married. I forced myself not to take Xiaoman and summer gull comparison because she would lose badly. Xiaoman really small, expressed in her behavior: A handsome guy pursue careers and do not understand football with me her night at 2 am I watch for the European Cup, was able to sleep at 2:10 am sharp. After like hot sweet man like spoiled cats. There will also be a woman before the onset of menstruation cycle Jizao ... ... but also relish. Little Moon is a good girl, Xiao-Man is a virgin. Xiao-Man was actually the first and some ###### when drunk, had her as a summer gull. Nama rose up in the morning to see like a dark bed when I stayed. I actually could not get a pet happy smile to the Xiaoman added. Little Moon did not notice them, she just spoiled camel floor living my neck said that she would marry me. I was a shivering, I never thought I would marry any woman other than gulls in summer. I asked why. Vice granted her full look: Then I had a headache.
been a year, I'm almost 32, and I never saw gulls in summer. I started to think and Xiaoman married. I asked myself the reasons, actually the same, and Xiao-Man. Little Moon righteous pride and said, She can always decide in the second what to do next second, irregular unplanned. So when she swallowed the eight pieces on the sofa strawberries always, to a snap of his fingers, pulled me up: it! Not sure why. Then she began to change clothes like fleas, jump here jump to it, wash hair, with a beautiful selection of shoes, very, very happy. I think I had to laugh with her. She said: pulled down to her, I smile to keep up. Looked at in the street constantly hops Xiaoman, Seoul when the smell emanating from her body like a fragrant tea, wanted her in my arms, carefully consider whether to face life.
my right hand, I'll do it. But in the summer saw coming across the gull when admitted to the hand. Summer gull seems to have seen me, and my next Xiaoman, she told me chuckle. Gull standing in the sun in summer, wearing a small pink suspenders, white dress, with indifferent smile, such as three years ago, first saw her at the school gate as beautiful. Her white skin Qin revealed a pink, then the quiet and familiar with diarrhea in the early summer morning. People mistake her sun looming fairy. Girlfriend is a human side. Fairy
me chuckle, I really do not want nostalgia mundane.
second,
summer gull seems to go well, a bit fatter than before, but very well proportioned. She smiled at me and say hello, Side with his elbow to touch me Later Xiaoman act like I was home that see the head of the farmers. It was too sudden, there is no more to say about what, she said she had something go ahead, do not even leave a phone did not answer my bad she is gone well. But look at her color was good, at least that her man (who) is not ill-treated her. I have been sent to her head turning at junctions. After 10 seconds, an Audi from me over and my co-pilot saw a woman sitting that pink tape, did not see her face, she transferred over. Little Moon expressed regret exaggerated after three minutes to forget this episode. Took me scurrying in the streets. I absent-mindedly walked with her, also forgot to show her point of impatience came back to stop adding tired, I keep thinking about the summer gull's shadow. Ou Yang Xia her man now sitting in the car, or they keep her in the arms of the man. No matter where are my business, but no matter where I have extremely bad mood. I thought that gulls have left the city in summer, and have her in my eyes the moment I have a really fast syncope. I instinctively go to care for her pet, as if my blood is flowing responsibilities. But she said nothing then they are gone. But a man sitting in the car to show off her camel from me opened. Even more than look at me. All into angry excitement. I started the inexplicable Jizao, I'm tired to be patient with Xiaoman trackers like dragging me around like a channeling of a shopping mall after another, I began to suspect that I entered a maze, I feel we did not go where we have again changed to the place. To use in my patience has limits, while in front of screaming. Before I could respond how, to see pedestrians walking in front of me to hide then there is a right straight punch one hit to me, in our face to face just before the collision Xiaoman I subconsciously have to push. Then the man hit my face on the diameter to the DPRK. I have been back several steps before ending up a firm, the young man also fell to the ground. Before I could speak so carelessly asked him how he had got up and ran. Then I heard a woman crying in front, howling like amazing decibels. Little Moon is a busy person can not see, she immediately despite my objection to the above, the first impulse. A large crowd gathered that the ground immediately next to the wounded and the cry of the passers-by around a watery barrier. I am a full belly no place to vent the fire, thinking how so today, too bad. I felt a burst of itchy nose, something out of a feeling. Well I grew up nose stingy and always will be nosebleeds. Toilet paper bag can also Xiaoman it, she now people do not know where a layer of a flooded. I'm embarrassed to hand over his nose and go out into the mall bathroom door. Before I respond to say anything, she hands the paper to quickly wipe the blood on my face, and then handed a packet of the heart of India. Then they are gone. I think it was an illusion. But she left the smell is so familiar, and indeed my hands more packet of tissue paper. Half an hour later received a phone call asking me where Xiao-Man, I said, waiting for her upstairs in the mall. Another example is the flea-like jumping over her, a look at me in the face of the bloodstain, he kept the self-blame. I did not berate her tight hold back frowning. I'm too miserable man?
day is Monday. Noon on Wednesday, received a summer gulls, and she did not redundant, then the opening to ask me: I immediately extremely accurate. married? I have not my own life, and I want what means to believe her? Side of the phone was silent for a few minutes, heard her and said quietly: I also think that such a topic, after an encounter in a year, actually can be resolved over the phone clearly. I like a trick is just as she is going to play the dog, male dog. But my heart is so disappointing to be so despite her mercy. Yes, I have been living in her world two years ago. I have to admit.
I'm going to soft-hearted, and I want to ask her where I want to see her there with her I do not want to give up the opportunity. Suddenly I saw the boxes on my desk, which is me and my lovely girlfriend for dinner, when I think of last night cooking oil splashed on her hands, she loaded the poor to go I feel bad, like a baby so I went to coax, naughty let me kiss her. When have a girlfriend in the side is really very happy, and Xiao-Man I'm sorry I've never done a thing. Little Moon and I together, is a virgin. I ... ... I already have my own life. You will not marry me? You give me 100 million are not. weary way home, my girlfriend immediately glued to floor,
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