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140777 2009 年 10 月 18 日 23:10 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (5) Category: Personal Diary
time, day by day in the past, you can always fit a lot of things in my heart,
had this kind of thing is so terrible, make your feeling the pinch, cutting pain,
Today is October 18, dragged his exhausted body home, Lijiang travel to this end, in fact, nothing I do not play,
thought forget a lot of things can go the distance and see the sights, eat snacks,
new balance shoes, to see busy people, this mood will be much better,
is not the case ,,,
recently because of some problems, leading to I did not wish to do things, careless life, basically every day, relying on alcohol to intoxicate themselves thinking,
I do not like night, one night I felt so alone, did not stay by me talking, each person with me to talk,
This is also me with the loneliness it caused .......
the first day, just to fly to Kunming, year-round spring,
Marriage Made In Heaven, I feel very excited, a lot of people, of course, a very good mood, but the time must bear, bought at the airport immediately after the flight to Lijiang, 20 minutes,,,, After more than 2 times to Lijiang, playing D slightly, to the so-called Yimiyangguang, Lijiang ancient city ..
is already more than 18:00, it's beautiful old town, the lights dim everywhere to find the inn down bag, and then easily find a place to eat something,
then walked alone in the stone on the road, I feel that in fact this is not Barbara's for me, and I am not here to relax, is to find lonely
and grazed my shoulder more people, the more I feel lonely, originally an ancient city full of no one I know, there is only me, makes me feel I was the only individual here, I desperate to go, I need excitement, so as to not Luanxiang head ecstasy, suddenly emerged out of his head inside the bar,
new balance outlet, where many people, I find a bar, whose name is also good ran into later, which is indeed very busy, the waiter arranged for me by the brook in the deck, casually called the 2 bottles of beer looked at a stream, listening to music, and my heart really is not so lonely. But Time is the past, I about my thoughts again, I deliberately want you to resist the kind of thinking, but the more resistance to the more
think of many, many of our past, grew more and more trouble, the more pain the heart, the more lonely, more lonely, more they want to die ......
picked up the phone looking for someone to chat,
new new balance shoes, send a message to my brother, tell me now all the anxiety, all the ideas.
He actually said to me: You are Xiao Yuan? This is Yuan Xiao I know it? is not it ,,,,, you will not never seen you play since you like to ... release the mood to play ah,
new balance running shoes,
I can only say: I could play forever? I want you, I fear the night, I'm afraid all .. I think back, this place is not that I can stay, I just can not stay go on,
new balance 574, full of ancient people, no one I know, I feel I was superfluous,
Starting the morning of the third day in Guizhou (, ah .. I want to die !!!
Indeed, no one I know here, tourism is the original one so helpless,
Poetry Central Gyatso positions 1 - Qzone log, so tormented, \
back at least some friends and I drink, listen to me complain, and now I have nothing,
new balance mens, I did not friends, no love, I feel I have lost all !!!!
would have had something to write about, and just chat with friends .... what would a good mood!!
What
hope I will be fine ,,,,,
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