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1995, I have the MA Zhang. That year I was eighteen.
sixteen years old, I learned to smoking or playing cards, followed by men everywhere, I am the first man is a four-year-old man, people called him Ma VI.
I was brought one of his buddies in front of him, all the girls will scream, but I did not. I know is of no use screaming when I remote from the town in Xinjiang to Beijing, I know, I should have learned the most is patience, the same as a leaf of cattail, can out too much wire, but not sore and.
Chen Fen take me out, she said, not you read, people they look so good, in that it not be ruined town in Xinjiang?
that Yi Miqi three when my height, waist abundant buttocks as a flower, flourish to open. Chen Fen took me to Beijing, the first handed over to a beauty salon, and then transferred to a massage room,
That moment turned, finally, I become Miss a ############ in the shuffle, I am tall, beautiful, slender fingers, the makeup of the ice at night,
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used to see the ups and downs, screaming in pain used to see the men who lost their money, left me Zhang are the calm and collected too impressed with me shuffling Lili said the man, damn eye-catching.
Zhang are indeed eye-catching. He a black,
Tears flee , and finally saw clear, color white hair badly, with a pair of glasses, the man looked a cold. I think, is greater than Ma Six heart is hard, the more people who look calm, the more energy turmoil.
day they gambled until late at night, he lost a lot of money, enough to have hundreds of thousands, but he was very calm, smoking a cigar, look at me from time to time. I calm him unpredictable position, and he attached to the several nights, and has been lost, but he always so calm and collected.
finish, I own a taxi home, In the other car, when a car stopped beside me slowly.
the car. He rolled from the window said, her voice is so indisputable. I hesitated, he was down and pulled me up, then galloped away.
What is your name?
Anne.
real name?
Jasmine. I said, my name is Sue jasmine.
I are so in Zhang's life.
let another man he would not let me see, would not let me go to the ############ license. I often followed him around, play golf, or attend the banquet, he is a businessman, engaged in real estate, there are many around him woman, I'm not the only one, but he likes to take me out,
but I know he does not love me.
contempt because he was always to talk to me, that kind of condescending. For example, he said Ma son, come, let me Paipaipigu.
So I tried to smile in the past pro.
if he was willing, he will make his business partners to beat my ass, where he I am just a plaything. between us, no love.
all the people know, I was a man of embellishment. He and I are actors, who joined the show, who will lose mercilessly, Lili told me, the rest of us, can not move true feelings, otherwise, life would have to catch.
Moreover, both Zhang treat me so thin. Who said that, if loves a woman, will respect She, to me, he has never been respected. So,
Flowers lines, I spent the money he spent Dehen to Lufthansa credit card, I have a brush than three million units, loves his mother so and so. who do not take him flowers?
If you have this continues, perhaps he soon tired of me, maybe I will leave him, a more wealthy Singapore businessman took a fancy to me, although some older, had been almost six years old, but I can do what he wife,
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time I had moved away the idea of Zhang were, however, the emergence of Ni Rui let me dispel this idea.
and I saw a woman I look almost exactly the same.
Ni Switzerland, it is all the young lovers Zhang. from school to university, they love a sensation, but upon graduation, followed by Ni Rui an American was gone, she said, love is in the water Flower in the Mirror. From then on, Zhang will no longer believe in love.
Since then, Zhang have vowed to become a rich man, no matter what means. and he succeeded, when the He saw me, he knew he had lost the dream can be realized in a different way.
she came back, he said to me, you and I pretended to be lovers, can not you?
looked into his eyes, I first saw the clear and sincere.
Rui Ni in front of us staged a play.
I have more feeling virtuous, in the three meals, I Sazhao Jiao, Qiaoxiaoqianxi. Yes, if we are deeply in love, this is what a good man, he was handsome as ice, he did elegant ethereal, all I like. have thought I was obsessed with his money, but If he loves me, is the kind of unforgettable love wholeheartedly, I will provide him as he died, he went to the ends of the earth along with all the line --- how to suffer hardship if he loves me.
and he, that night,
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If not acting, all this is How perfect.
opposite the woman is lost, could see that she is wanted to close the overlying water, and Zhang have said she divorced, with the Yankees is not working, he fortune, so she came back to find him, and he hated this woman, feeling cold thin sense, he later said that if any woman willing to come down when he and his best through thick and thin, he will fall in love with her and for her students for her death.
I remember lived this sentence, I know, and then hearts were hard, there will be the most soft corner.
day is gray Ni Swiss servant servant downstairs, and when her high heels on the marble at the Palace Hotel, blah sounds, the Zhang were lying on the table, crying.
I walked over and hugged him, his head buried in my chest, the same as a child.
He asked me, what is love?
That is our first mention of love.
I said, if we, like every day and this evening, and that is love.
2000, Zhang's company were never led.
he been calculated, the tax authorities to be investigated. Later, he throws money fortune, a lot of money, come through illegal channels.
learned that he will be in jail, he disbanded the company, then, He called me around.
jasmine, thank you for the past few years with me.
is five years. I corrected him, I told you five years.
from eighteen to twenty-three years old, I had been his MA, filling his scenes, take his money and live life dissipation.
men find it again, if necessary, I can introduce you to.
I look cool him, then asked, do you? you go?
exile. He was calm and collected, smoking a cigar, his eyes are so beautiful, emitted blue light, he stood by the window, reverse the light, I stood behind him, quietly listening to his breathing.
go, he said, but I do not have money for you, and you are so young, still so stunning Allure, should not be difficult to find a man The.
---- He walked cried, do not let me look distracted!
I gently asked a cry, Zhang Jun, all these years, you had a little of my heart is not moving? even a little?
he turned, smiled: Jasmine, if I do not bankrupt, if we're together, I thought about going to marry your wife's.
tears rolling down suddenly caught off guard in this words, I waited five years.
I hold him: Zhang Jun, let me go with you exile it.
he looked at me, silly boy, do not be silly, and I was wanted by the Public Security Bureau object, caught at least sentenced to ten years.
said he forgot he had it, but I have not forgotten, he said that if any woman willing to come down when he and his best through thick and thin, he will fall in love her and for her students for her death.
I am willing to follow him, stolen goods are not afraid of growing old ugly black change, as long as he loves me, I am willing.
He took me in his arms, for the first time affectionately stroked my face, he said, jasmine, why did you mix in rivers and lakes for so long, there is such a pure heart?
That night, we take the evening flight to Hainan, we use a false identity card, at that false identity, he called the Chang Ching, I called Zhang Ai. My name is his surname, we are together, call it love.
we opened a small hotel, daily morning to evening, four in the morning I got up to go shopping, I bought a tricycle, dressed in the dirty clothes, and sometimes do not wash hair does not go grocery shopping, and even though business was bleak, subsistence, but all I could feel the Zhang The distressed and love.
I told him that my father was an alcoholic, philandering mother, and men like mahjong playing, I started from the old to take care of all the housework, so I'm not afraid of hardship.
Hainan night, when we re-his skin, we can burn through each other, again and again, endlessly, in those nights of passion, he called my name, he said, Jasmine, I love you.
finally I let a man fall in love with me.
I like a thin skin and bones of camels, but I know that this is my most ######y when a woman with love, when is the most beautiful.
If you can love this life, I am not afraid poor.
prevent a disease, but Zhang are, if there is no money to treat, he will die.
my little hotel did not have much money, even if exhausted could not save him.
In order to save my man, I do go out.
At this point, I was twenty six years old, the summer of 2003.
When Zhang are in front of me, I was sitting in a room property owner's lap drinking, his hands groping at my waist, I-Mei smile, gorgeously dressed, when I came to see Zhang wine were spilled over the ground, he came, knocked me to the ground and angrily kicked me. he did not know, he can not kick me, my stomach had his child.
I Dazhao Gun, so he let me out.
He turned away, I chase out, pouring rain outside, and I hugged his waist, Zhang Jun, if there is another way, I will not!
Suddenly, he turned to me on my knees, I'm sorry, he said, I will let you follow me suffer suffer!
I would rather, yes, I say, my dear, I prefer, as long as you love me, I can do anything, let alone when the chickens, when ghosts and I go to.
Hainan rainy night that we cried in the streets, are said Zhang, jasmine, this life owes you, the next life, I have!
my child abortion, coupled with malnutrition, my body soon breaking down the body
when Zhang were better, I have been ill.
the sun so bright outside, the tall tropical plants, the fragrance exudes a charming, our many years in Hainan?
Zhang were again do business, from the smallest business to start. 2005 winter,
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However, we still exile people, we can not go to the registration of marriage, had his hunting online Order.
When spring comes, I have support to continue, my body withered like a flower, slowly dying with, Zhang were always holding me to tears.
many days, we that holding, saying nothing, looking out slowly darkening sky. Some old songs he sang to me, know ten years, I know him sing sing so well, especially the singing Qi Qin's Song I place my hand wrapped around his waist, like a vine.
the end, I have little energy to speak, yes, I stay in this world running out of time.
he has been asked Molly, do you want? I'll give you.
I want to, and he has given.
If you have regrets, the only regret is that I did not become his wife. Yes, I want to have a red books, that the above two smiling, because the combination of love, and I hope I can do to his wife, even a day.
I'm afraid I can not wait for autumn, summer, and I live to fall up?
the police arrived, brought two things, as is the arrest warrant, as is the marriage certificate.
Zhang all gave himself up, he said, jasmine, I want this marriage certificate, I want to marry you.
then, I had could not speak, but Zhang are holding me, the one thing from my eyes and joy to flow freely out!
Jasmine, my wife .
This is what I have heard the last word on earth.
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