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164760255 2008 年 05 月 04 日 15:24 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (1) Category: Personal Diary
in Midterm exam day, the school earlier school, I made a phone call to him.
: Well, earlier today I school, you come to take me home?
: Ok, wait five minutes.
: five minutes? I schools in your home next to the Lord.
: I always want to dress up ah.
: Well, a little faster Oh.
2:00 pm, the sun makes me kind of a big impulse to want to Penbi Xue, I stood under a tree waved, though not cold where to go, but no fan is better than a good fan.
five minutes passed, he has not come, I looked at his watch, a bit unhappy, ten minutes passed, he does not have to .., that is not what happened to you? Pei Peipei ... big mouth, fifteen minutes passed, he finally arrived.
: how so slow?
a pair of indifference he said: No ah, watching television.
what? Watching television? Do you want to take a bath the way he takes a nap dinner again? I did not speak, do not take the helmet, not on the train stared at him.
: I'm sorry.
This is the first time he said to me, I'm sorry, he is a very macho, too proud of the boys, not girls from the bow so he said I'm sorry, I looked at him, well, it seems ashamed, I took on the helmet, let him take me home.
he always,
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One day ....... - Qzone log, just told me that I'm sorry, some things, not the one I'm sorry can be solved, but he told me to apologize,
Tory Burch Shoes, and I no longer further pursued, he said, I was the first girl to say sorry to him.
takes courage to admit their mistakes, but he never improved his mistakes, I am sorry but my words into a pass. In the 59th, he said I'm sorry, I have tears in their eyes, bowed his head said: You Do not tell me that I'm sorry, if you can not change,
Tory Burch Bags, do not let me give you the opportunity to again and again, I believe you will change. He gently hugged me and said I'm sorry the first 60.
Nevertheless, he still has not changed, without any explanation, I began to wonder if he is not something to me.
: how have you been up?
: No ah.
: Then why are you a bad mood?
: No ah.
: is not, ah, you have no other words apart from anything else? Do not you know I am very worried, very insecure, you in the end there when I was your girlfriend?
: ... I'm sorry.
: I do not want to hear you say I'm sorry.
I hung up the phone, he did not call, he did not care about me, perhaps, we should end someone now .......... this is the first 99, he said I'm sorry ....。
From that day onwards, I never looked for him, and he did not call me, sometimes, I got a silent call, but I fed a few times, hung up, had an intuition that is him, but why did he not speak? A month later, I am quick to fly to his decision to miss the feelings of the school to find him, and I look around in the classroom, that is, did not see his shadow, and I can grab a guy to ask.
: students, ask, dream Wei to do today?
: He dropped out.
: ah? Why? When did this happen?
: He has not been here for a month.
: ... Oh .. Thank you. Month .. one month did not come, how?
I stumbled home .. call his cell phone: your phone has voice mail for you to go, please beep .... I hung up the phone, called his home, no one rang for a long time then, how? Family immigrants? He seems to be gone from this world, like, with no trace. He ought not to Lingjiexinhuan
, right? I have begun to wander, I can not find him .., and when I worry, the phone suddenly rang, calling the Arab-Israeli stand, he is also my dream of Wei's best friend's friends.
: Hey, you're still doing ah?
: What?
: ㄚ Wei friends in the hospital.
: Really? How he was?
: Not really, he ○ ○ hospital, is one that you last lived.
: I'll go.
I immediately since I was born with a maximum speed soared to that hospital, the hospital saw him in the **** and mother, I asked him to their ward in which, after the flew away in a hurry .
he lay in bed, looking at me, did not speak, did not get up, a motionless.
: Hey, how do you? Why do not you notice me?
He did not answer me, just kept looking at me with the same eyes.
: answer me, ah, why do not you speak?
tear his left eye, the body as if by the greatest effort, affects the mouth
: ... I'm sorry .... Then he closed his eyes.
: Hey, you do not play a good or bad, why say sorry, I do not want you to say sorry, ah, ah you up, answer me ah.
I was crying in his bed, pulling his clothes cried: Why do you say I'm sorry, not even the reason I have not convinced? I will not forgive you, you up and ah, you said I'm sorry no use ah, you do not have it in this life I will not forgive you, I beg you open your eyes .... ah ....
This is the one hundred, he said I'm sorry ... I opened a group of doctors and nurses began to rescue him,
Tory Burch Flats, my whole body had no strength to stand up again, my mind went blank, nothing in sight ...
He did not leave this world, but I'll never touch him, but he sometimes appears in my dreams and told me he had a good or bad.
he was with me, still alive in my heart, he remained as ever, or will call me smile Yong Hee, called my wife, but he no longer said to me .. sorry ....
a few months, his mother came to me and gave me a box, contained within, a hundred photos, every photo on the back, are written the things that make me angry.
for the first time I'm sorry, my wife, I did not mean to be late today, and I know the reason sucks, but I really do not have the heart to tell the truth, I was out in front of sudden cardiac angina, but I have driven as far as possible, forgive me OK? The second time I'm sorry? Wife, I ..........
the third time I'm sorry, my wife, I ...
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the hundredth time I am sorry, my wife, I'm not cruel to leave you, but God does not seem to give me this chance and I'll love you forever, you take the ring,
Tory Burch Shoes Sale, you are my first let me say I'm sorry girl, also my first girl to share my whole life, forgive I can not give you happiness,
The ride , thank you - Qzone log, I will turn into an angel, watching over you, watching you to be happy, promise me, do not cry, I do not see your tears to my haggard appearance I love you. bye dream how could I not cry Wei
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Women need men like pain - Qzone log, your request is too harsh, and finally a picture of his shot in the hospital grounds, photos on his smile on, he becomes so thin, pale face good , but he smiled, making it the first
one hundred photos.
the weakest offense in his pain, I did not accompany him.
I'm sorry.
I carried his picture and wept! !