(Although the article is very long, but after reading, you feel too short!)
I recall a time when the wedding, when the morning will wake up in his arms, I always blushing not say early, afraid of the tone of his mouth crumpled his brow; rinsing mug and toothbrush, and he insisted on the same section with different colors, put together to see only couples feel; I RBI will help him work clothing, what shirt with any tie, through the aesthetic I be allowed to wear his body. Got up to the table, for his health, I change different patterns of breakfast every day, sunny days might be bacon and eggs with toast; some rain, maybe to take in such a small rice which impressed salted egg; If cloudy day, why not eat outside of fried donut and milk ... ... I could not use new moves and tricks, but I never tired.
except when a virtuous wife, I also made no secret of his passion, \Most of the time only a shallow smile, I am pleased to a Lao Bantian enough.
However, five years later.
I believe the time is not to itch, but, in the end is what changed my interaction with him? The morning, his position often has been empty, can only be confirmed by the folds of the sheets he really existed, even if he occasionally slept too far or small depends on what bed, definitely a hurry by the bed and jumped up and rushed freshen the clothing. I'm almost forgot to greet the sun was the feeling of his embrace. Bathroom in the rinsing mug was broken a few years ago, the could not find a pattern, but the other fell into the toilet because, so it switched to a new; five years, the toothbrush has been changed the idea a few pieces,
belstaff leather, sometimes we sleep astray, and will spend the same team, what tone do not need to cover up the problem. Whether the same color, the same style, he said that these does not matter. Therefore, the washing stage pattern Hello Kitty and Doraemon is about confrontation between the two rinsing mug, Doraemon cup chips in a green toothbrush, my; Hello Kitty is empty, as he long ago have changed electric toothbrush, put in the shelf. Belong to two different stories of the rinsing mug and toothbrush at two different locations, as if in mockery of our marital relationship, lopsided. The time he went out early, packed his clothes no longer my thing, he will be buttoned breakfast? Long time no eat, and I also do not have to think hard and think about the menu, search recipes, anyway no one show up. Not to mention the \
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the time me and him together, strictly speaking, from 19 o'clock start, that is, after he came home from work. If he is working overtime, then time may be extended to ten or eleven.
newly married, I order him to learn cooking, \Therefore, some restaurant dishes often appear in our table, Kung pao chicken, just before dawn intestinal Wang, shallot chicken, Dongpo ... .... Glad to see him eat, I laugh,
belstaff coat, though not all my favorite, but he likes like.
After dinner, we would snuggle on the couch watching TV, I asked him to read the news, listen to his comment on national affairs, criticism of social conditions; him to accompany me in watching TV, listening to my story laugh, cry laugh . So I know the Premier of the Legislative Yuan are the people, he also knows that a popular, Li Shimin, who performed.
I did not expect that, five years can change everything. Cooking classes I can say halfway, do not know which day, he began to interfere with my method of cooking, Kung Pao chicken he did not like too much pepper, just before dawn he began to resist intestinal Wang, shallot cream of chicken told me to do oil, with halogen Dongpo as how much soy sauce, and he would have something to say. I do the dishes become more and more simple, do not want to go to cooking classes, and sometimes a stir-fried vegetables, meatballs and tofu soup and preserved eggs sent out on him, but he no opinion.
I think I grip his stomach.
With the increase in the number of his overtime, and we rarely watch television together, and I know nothing can be said for national affairs; and he asked do not have to ask, is the male lead in Taiwan Thunderbolt Who is he absolutely can not know.
made between husband and wife began less than justice, he said to me, then, most are \, \
we do not have the same topic, not the same interest, in addition to \
more ridiculous husband and wife, is not it?
marriage, we have described the vision of the future, he said to two children, after the first male and female, and older brother to protect his sister; I think that they should enjoy the benefits of a They live, have children when the situation is not quite a hurry, but I do not want his bad mood and did not say.
married for a while, he was very positive and I \I do not want to, afraid he was not happy, so I carried him to eat birth control pills. Remember that time, he excitedly to take me to the hospital to visit a woman friend, she had just given birth to a 4200 grams of giant baby, look wilt Mi's lying in bed. I will never forget his look of glass separated by a newborn baby, the eyes look blooming, but I can not forget, the female friend with a weak tone told me that her pain had a whole day and night, before seeking a doctor from natural products to caesarean section. I can not have a baby.
five years later, he seems to have given up a baby this thing, after all, he is the only one heat is useless.
However, to stay his empty house after work, I suddenly feel that having a child is not bad, at least the room will be busy, I will be a little less lonely.
he had been a few years ago began to use condoms, and I do not know what made him change his mind, but it is also loose my breath, I seem to allergy pill, regardless of any change brand eventually come to a swelling of the end.
I guess more than 600 degrees of myopia plus flash, I should not see edema before and after edema even different, focusing on his condom solve me a big trouble, at the same time bring another new trouble.
I want a child, but he did not seem to want, I do not know how to tell him the opening. Not to mention his frequent overtime, often tired and fell down asleep at night, if I open the mouth, it seems that in turn will increase pressure on him.
between two people has been low enough, and do not need to add a cause of conflict topics.
when we fall in love, he likes to take me to the water, sitting on the riverbank next to see the sunset were born along the pier, you can eat all kinds of snacks with different tastes. Moutain fresh seafood reputation, he seems to be only wise old birds, always know which is the most authentic.
Sometimes he took me to take the ferry across Bali, there is only one way to busy, to sell all the peacock clams, two people can eat a big plate, but also feel something more to say.
he would ride double with my bike ride along the old street light sea water, and then ride back to the sea by the light, the scenery along the way is not very charming, but a kind of rustic flavor, and the salty sea breeze hit in the face, I am enjoying this moment. Of course, sitting in the back seat of my bike for three days fishing and starts, when it is a good mood, step two, he knows I am lazy, or hard to tread.
I miss, really, even after five years, that part of memory is still fresh in our memory.
married to the number of fresh water, in addition to the wedding that period, almost few, the last two or three years is not been to one.
weekends and holidays, noon he will not get up, I see him so tired, of course, does not bother him show me around. Holiday fair to say that I should be some common ground with him, but he was tired, I can only look for a job to do themselves, and go to work for a friend out to shop and talk about right and wrong, also complain about the way he was.
in his sleep at home, lunch, dinner, themselves now!
he did not know the first few months, I have lost bored myself MRT to freshwater.
expected, did not go too long, and there has become a place where I do not know.
embankment next to the food stalls had disappeared, all concentrated in the MRT station nearby, and I do watch the sunset where he renovated into a Long Beach, only a walk. Surface becomes clean and tidy is desirable, but a collection of memories that he and I place disappeared.
not he lead the way, I can not find authentic seafood restaurant, find tasty snacks that he can not double one person can ride a bike, but I was surprised to find that more than a fishing freshwater Wharf, you can take the bus in the past.
Fisherman's Wharf, he has not set foot off the pace, I should his step, it is not him, just my experience.
to Fisherman's wharf, view the United States carry on the U.S. recovery, but a kind of artificial Diaoqi affectation. I spent several hundred dollars to take that blue highway can go to the other side of the Pali, as the ferry general, but lost it around the antiquity of the yacht after a big circle back to the origin open.
addition bumpy boat shook me dizzy, I can not remember what the beautiful scenery, and even a peacock clams did not groan.
fresh water changed, and I and his memories, has changed.
one morning, I specifically than he get up early, cook a ton after nearly a sumptuous breakfast has long been to him. Then, there is no third party, no arguments. I handed out a divorce settlement. It was the first time I saw him so shocked expression, if that day is Fool's Day, I think I succeeded. However, I will not open the joke is so bad, he knows I'm serious.
he did not like most men, like rage, began to reprove the woman of the counts; no crying, knelt down and begged me to stay, he just strongly calm your mood, silent, the take over agreement open the door, to work as usual.
He may also notice that our marital relationship to a bottleneck, but also intends to carefully consider the feasibility of a divorce, he alienated in recent years, I have not shed a tear, but he was cold that day, almost exhausting my five-year tears.
I have some regret, that regret is gradually spreading to the heart as a starting point, through my head and the toes spread. But regret what? Do not cut the Gordian knot, they are just dragging a flat water day, the two human stem consumption.
I do not know how much love is left of him, but he is not clear how much I love left. Marry him, I knew he was silent; marry him, he thinks I can change, and did not change him much.
my love, not enough to change him, his love, not enough for me to change, this is probably the key.
leading a poor Youyanjiangcu destroy love sweet tea, I tasted it, but it is five years in exchange for lessons.
take advantage of now, no children, and unattached, I do not seek him what the best time of the divorce, right?
Douzhao Shou on a divorce agreement signed my name to a few hours after he went out, and I am still trembling. This is an unknown fear, I, and so he gave me a result.
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him five years later my cold, then torn limb from limb me for seven days.
from the divorce settlement handed in his hand, the whole week, he did not say a word to me, nor sleep for seven days on the sofa, still remain to work every day, in addition to more cold, I not feel his emotions.
agreement goes on, even threw Lajitongli, trash bags will be struck by the sound, but he, a sound was heard, and I suspect he did wrong thing, for some time ignore me, just want to see I will not forget their divorce thing. I can not stand, and he in the end how? With divorce, have been so indifferent from it?
However, after seven days of his ado, I was really surprised.
morning, I heard the voice of his bed in the living room,
belstaff outlet, Ge Zhemen board hearing is not real, I can not wait for him has been closed to work out sound. Burst Pingpingpangpang metal impact, instead of the daily routine he has been quiet, I finally look up and hold back any longer, but open the door, the smell of food to a burst of fragrance.
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severely my heart jump a little, thought the old well is not the emotional wave, because of his long absence, the slightest ripple thoughtful sky.
he was so easy, and can eventually lead to my heart.
I do not know how he can be mingled nine, ten do not go to work, he receives my doubts but only take it lightly smile, the body of garment do not breath a little work, may He, too tired to work, right?
could ... ... he pronounced, and on goes on a divorce settlement.
see his Shenseziruo look, I ate breakfast in silence, a moment imagined that he would say. He will not be divorced altogether for? Or, in front of me to tear up an agreement?
undeniable, my heart inclined to the latter.
\properly handle things at home. \I smile.
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he had never used the tone of this question and I say, looking at his rare Lise, I even say a word.
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He and I talked for a whole day, several hours of conversation, four fifths of the time I was crying, because I thought I made a monstrous mistake.
However, some things do not goes on the divorce agreement, I will never know.
he said, five years, he did hold I wake up every day, but then he was busy with work, time to change get up early, and I still sleep with, do not know about it, sometimes He would kiss my face, looked at me and greed of sleep Yan, he does not have the heart to wake me up.
and placed in the bathroom rinsing mug, he simply confused Tinker Bell or the Hello Kitty is his is his, he thought pink was the color and girls, he has been using Rinse your mouth with Tinker Bell's Cup.
the original, we have been invisible, the doing intimate exchange of lips and teeth, pitiful HelloKitty, placed there no one to use,
belstaff uk, has become a decoration.
breakfast, he ate were 7-11, he acknowledged that I did miss breakfast, but he embarrassed the Central every day I do to him, he knew that I would squeeze brains change tricks, he could not bear to see me tired.
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mention of his clothing, he was laughing my silly, he could see that I will add new clothes for him, according to color patterns in the cabinet neatly segregated, but during the wedding I often help him with, a long time, he also knows my preferences, what tie with what clothes he was wearing for me.
The warm good morning kisses every day between his back to me in my sleep, I have to uphold into a dead end, that he does not need me to kiss.
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yes ah, I know, I always knew, otherwise I would not marry him, but, with the understanding, I ask him He Bijiang tell?
women need some words of love are moist, and I think this is the reason, look at my complaint of vision, I think he knows a reason.
\His interpretation of a sentence, let me out of a cylinder with tears, \I hope the oil when cooking a bit less; high salt soy sauce, and eat more big burden to the kidney, for your sake I am healthy, flavor can be, do not add too much. \like, think about preparing food for him every time he did not once not eat, and in the end why do I feel grip of his stomach?
So, I grabbed his heart?
Another thing surprised me, he really knows Thunderbolt Taiwan's leading man who, even if guess not exactly correct.
\looking at you? \
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I care about, is not watching what programs, control his Premier, Legislative Yuan, who, without him in the side to see anything uninteresting.
I found, if willing, two people can talk about everything, even I explained to him the story of Taiwan lightning, the way talk to the topic of plastic surgery, he listened with great interest.
is me, I closed her that he would not listen to me, do not want to talk to me. He distressed me a man at home, chat in the company afraid of boring the bad things I see I do not want to pay him any heed a look, he can only touch each day a gray nose.
no matter what he said to me, I always want to hear, but I let him know now, a husband and wife a few years of time wasted in such a misunderstanding between the spin, he deserved, and I deserve.
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talk to the children's things, he first fall silent.
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further information, I discovered that he always knew I was probably my medicine which views the drug casually resting on the dresser, which he saw, he fully understood I do not want children .
and he knows that there will be swelling the next day I finished the phenomenon of drug, slim body bone I gotta like the legs, like a pair of Jiao Zhong, only the ostrich mentality of people like me before that he would not find.
Then I drug a good habit to put the drawer, he thought I was not eating, fear of body edema and discomfort, so he DAI Qi condoms, short, or for me.
\I can not get free
repeatedly punching! He wanted a child, listening to me like a child, he now greatly excited light to tell me that. But, in the flickering light immediately after Nama Lianqu, he sat in asked me a question.
\go learn something, to work, and friends to go shopping, I will not stop you \
he began to talk about that 4200 grams of the giant baby, the original experience that not only female friends scared me, scared him. He did not want my children would also be great pain, what caesarean section, natural birth, have no idea that he only knew would pain.
he knows I'm afraid of the pain, so he discarded the idea of children.
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explained by him, I realized that even if work tired, he too has the desire, sometimes at night arms around me, and my sleep was sweet to see that eating less than see the pain, he could only depressed the boredom in their hearts.
the face of his mind, I was really speechless.
peach in my eyes like two little swelling, he urged me to change clothes, take me out.
has been a long time did not travel with him, and in between two ice cold after sitting at his side, had to love the feeling I had.
I looked at him to concentrate on driving shot from the side, his movements and appearance of deep and profound in their heart, because I almost forgot, between me and him sideways also a problem.
goes on a divorce settlement.
I want to remember his life look like if he was still that signed it.
However, he should not sign it? Otherwise, he and I discuss why children do ... ...
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sea breeze blowing head is fresh. He also remembered this place, that we treasure memories of the place.
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This is what oolong?
I appreciate his work tired, he understands me and my friends go out, so we missed the accompanying time and time again.
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to say too funny, we always thought he was in for the sake of each other, and considerate in their own way to each other, this has resulted in numerous self-righteous with someone else, until I began to suspect that they are not love him, he does not love me, only to find that this love is not gone, but the integration into the living among the people to forget the existence of a natural.
love the performance, which can be sticky, intimacy, devotion, blessings, or even retreat, each person in different ways, will lead to different results. My approach is blind to pay,
belstaff sale, his approach is entirely the concern, at first glance both of them right, but no matter what form the middle of a little known \
our marriage is built on top of this lack of communication between the castle in the air, to marry this man for five years, I thought I did not love him gradually, but only some simple revealed that she mind, I love all his resurgence, and even grows.
women because of men love long cold and disappointed, they can also be a word of love for a man full of hope, I do not want to divorce him, not the least intention, had a stiff scalp signed, maybe just pique, only to see his Zhengyan Kan me, but ... ...
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he really loves me ... ... even if he did not say. I think if I insisted on a divorce, he would let me go, he could not bear to see me sad to see me to tears as he then quickly hugged me.
if it was his wish to divorce?
excuse me selfish, I was determined not put, unless waiting for me to become his late wife, also because he could not bear to see me sad, I am confident you can keep him.
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\creative memories, as long as I have him, what time and place is not a problem.
married five years, I discovered a love!
(after reading a very moving story, and perhaps romantic its fuel will be polished, but only loving, but it is still everywhere!)