I was in front of a Buddhist Ching Lin, bathed in quiet Fan Chang, quietly in the lotus blossoms on the river slightly. Almost stationary water clear clarity. Buddha, lotus river map out, is the earthly emotions. So, I often looked at those men and women, laugh, cry, happy with, sad the. I do not understand why they always laugh when the little cry much less when happy, sad time more. I asked the Buddha, the Buddha lovingly said to me: A life is a practice, only the disillusioned, the only Taichetaiwu. I still do not understand Buddha I do not understand. More often, I quietly blossoming with micro, hear the wind,
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I remember that morning, and had never seen the scene in front of me. Faint, blue, gentle things gently over the whole lotus river, love and sympathy to hold me, look at me like a Buddha in general. I only remember whispered Buddha said, Nie Yuan, Nie Yuan. I do not understand this term. I asked what the Buddha, Buddha, it is fog. I asked the Buddha, what is Nie Yuan, the Buddha looked at me lovingly, as I generally hold that the fog that I always have to understand one day.
I was in front of a Buddhist Ching Lin, quietly watching the world, day after day, watching so many people in reincarnation again and again, repeating the s
tory of past life. I do not understand why there is opportunity before them, they do not want to give up the Red. I asked the Buddha, the Buddha sympathy and affection of the skim the water around me, that your beautiful bloom it.
I quietly blooming in the lotus on the river, in the past year, looking at the parting from this world and I do not know how many years, perhaps decades, perhaps centuries. Finally one day, I am Buddha, I want to go to earth. Buddha is still lovingly looked at me and asked if I really decided on, and leave him to earth. I actually do not know, I just looked at the Buddha. Buddha softly said, is to escape the doomed Nie Yuan. Buddha said, let me drink the river water lotus, let me keep this memory. Buddha said he would take me home. Buddha said, when I really get a person's love, to take me back. Buddha said, let me be human taint and damage. I was about to ask Buddha, what is love. Holding me in the palm of the Buddha, sent me into the Red.
I became a man and a woman. Mother told me, with me that summer, the village before the big pond of lotus flowers that pop up a lot of the charge shell, I was born the morning of the full lotus, so Dad gave me the name of Handan. Mother said, third day after I was born, there was a high monk Daoxing to see me, that I have by nature, ... ... your mother as well as saying that the vision can be father stopped. I did not ask, I just quietly listened. I know, I was in front of a Buddhist Ching Lin. I did not tell father and mother.
I prefer a touch of purple, I always think of the lotus of the river, I was a touch of purple. I have often recalled that Fanchang, the wind, quiet bamboo and moon. I used the time in the afternoon, to the village pond in front of a large pond full of lotus watch TV drama.
I remember that it was a summer afternoon, I sat under a willow tree, willow Niangyue that the age of five years, and I know that it has eight hundred years old, it also know that I was Buddha's Ching Lin, every time I go, it will talk to me, I looked at that over the lotus pool, quietly, as when I had like a micro-spindles. I remember there were a breeze, blowing my skirt fluttering in the wind blowing through my hair, my eyes blocked when a Review saw him, he wore a normal hit, as hundreds of years ago That fog, faint. He saw me, in the hands of the book dropped to the ground, and I forgot to look back and watched him. Until the willow with its branches gently brushed my arm, I then remember, Niangshuo, women can not do so. I put the skirt, hurried away. That year, I was fourteen years old.
Later, when I would see the flowers, I often met him, slowly, I know, he called young. He always took the book, then I see the flowers, he read, and I know he is also looking at me, told me that willow. Slowly, we began to speak, he taught me a lot, he taught me the first song antiquity is: Jianjia green and white dew cream, the so-called Iraqi people, in the water side ... ... he always read it, close off cock sing , in the River Island, My Fair Lady, Marty. ... Repeatedly ... and then the warble could wish for, http sleep soundly thinking Service, carefree carefree, tossing and turning. I do not understand what that means. I just have the feeling that morning, as was the fog that h
ugged. Then one day, he looked at me a little nervous, holding out his hand, said to me: life and death deed wide, with the sub-gracious; hold your hand, old age together. I actually do not know, I just think the words coming out of the phrase, as the Buddha usually talk to me in general. So I know, this person is a Buddha for my election. So, I gently, a hand on his hand. That year, I was sixteen, twenty-year-old youth.
Green said First thrive and then wive. Father and your mother very happy for him, also endorsed him. Both the wine for us to do the engagement. I do not quite understand why everyone is very cheerful with them is not usually the same kind of pleasure. Mother began to teach me something, say a woman were inside. Lotus on the day I went to see less. Willow told me, without me, Hawthorn become very lonely. Loneliness, this is what I do not understand. My life and did not change much.
I was eighteen, I married young.
green to me. He always came back with me as soon as possible, he often, and I go back to her parents, Gendie chess, mother hurt me, not my next cabinet. I saw father and young chess. Green always makes the father, the Green has taught me to play chess, I can see a very clever young to the father. Green's official number, he was always in the light Fenbi urgent book. I can only give his side a cup of tea, give him Surusumi. Every time, Green is always put down the pen, hold me in his arms, put his head on my shoulder, in my ear gently called to water lilies, water lilies. Green likes to call me water lilies, said his water lilies. He said that I also had a touch of Lotus. As everyone knows, I was in front of the Ching Lin Buddha.
those days, I did not even thought of the day in front of the Buddha.
my day, had been very calm, but gradually, the village people began to say to me. Willow told me that. The reason is that I did not give birth to a young child. I was very surprised, I was originally duo Ching Lin, why have children? Green did not say anything, but I also saw him sigh. Mother also asked me, I do not know anything. I think the heart is no longer the quiet. I began to recall the days in the lotus river. I remember that the Buddha once told me that if I really get a person's love,
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day, your mother take me home, did not say anything. Green has not come back. I feel a bit strange, Dad looked at me a sigh, occasionally calling my name, Handan. I heard the sound of the joy of the village to marry, as the time when I married young. I find it strange, but what have not asked, I told Niangshui, want to see the lotus, the mother had wanted to stop me, but father stopped her, she just told me, and remember to come back for dinner. I wonder why not let me go home, I and green home, but I did not say anything, just nodded his head.
not summer, lotus pond nothing, willow is also a lot of aging, senescence, this is before I learned to the world. The color of the sun is very strange, red, willow, said red is sad, sad is, I do not know. I remember very clearly, on that red, the green of that body Pathetic, I seal his Pathetic stitch,
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later, Green is no concubinage, and his father and mother did not say anything. I do not know what they say in the end. I do not like to go out more and more, occasionally to the pond for a walk, only to see the willow growing weak, I could not help it. I remember that the Buddha said, things are a given number, and can not be forced. Green's work more, he is often buried deal late. I still give him tea, give him Surusumi, he always put me in his arms, breathing my taste. But, we are no longer on the poetry of the lyrics. I started under lights recalls the day in the lotus river.
later, sometimes green home. He began to become haggard. Haggard, is Willow said. Niangshui, I lost a lot. I faint on the Mother smiled, said nothing. In fact,
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that day, I remember it was summer, because I saw the lotus back. Because they do not know the young will not come back, so I did not cook. Suddenly the door rang, and I thought it was green back, to get out to meet him. Who knows, is a woman, very beautiful, wearing a pink tunic. Her eyes are red. Saw me, her eyes and a water flow, she kept saying, you, are you, you live in the green heart, has always been you, though I have not seen you, you can Only you, it may live in the green heart. Because of you, I can only be his concubine, because of you, I married him three years, he did not have courage to touch me, because you,
christian louboutin ebay, all because of you. Why do not you give him a baby? This can cut off my thoughts, I also do not have to still fantasy. I do not understand, I just kept watching the water flow out from her eyes, I know, and what tears. She grabbed her hair, repeatedly saying, but I love him, I love him, ah, I'd rather just be his concubine, I could stand that he did not touch me, but he did not even look at me, look at all do not look at me ah. I walked up and try her hair out from her solution, she suddenly grabbed my arm, do you love green? If you love him, why not give him a baby? Do not you know, he is your name called? Water lilies. I was terrified.
this time, the green back, rushed to the urgent look, a pull her and put me in his arms. Said to her, you go. Wow she's crying, or gone. Green h
ugged me into the house, hastily looking at me, incoherent explained. I know, he is to me, if not in order not to lose me, he would not accept the name of the concubine. He looked at me anxiously and repeatedly say, water lilies, my wife only you, water lilies, water lilies. I gently stroking his head and let him calm down slowly. Green's Pathetic, or I do that, and I am slowly and he smiled. Green once again reached out his hand to me and said: Lease wide and death, and child gracious; hold your hand, old age together. I slowly reached out my hand to him, in this time, I suddenly heard a long to Fanchang, I know, the Buddha came to pick me. I watched his body slowly began to clear, and green suddenly become stunned look, no, sad, and he held out his hand, want to hold me, but he can not get near me. I finally told him the sentence: I was in front of a Buddhist Ching Lin.
that year, I was twenty four, thirty young.
I was in front of a Buddhist Ching Lin, and returned to the lotus on the river, accompanied by quiet Fanchang. I looked at the familiar lotus river clear, the wind Chhnang, slender bamboo, on the bright and clear, gently stretch myself. Buddha light skim the water around me, love and sympathy, I take you back. I see the Buddha in the hands of prayer beads, less one.
first Tianshi before. I got used to watching the lotus river, watching the world of right and wrong. I saw green. Day in heaven on earth a year, I'm back how long? Green haggard, right, willow taught me the word and haggard. Pathetic or dressed, standing beside the lotus pond in front of the village, watching over the lotus pond. I suddenly felt my heart burst can not tell, my petal, falling one,
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the days passed, a little bit of old blue, red shirt that my memory did not accompany the woman beside him. He all year round every day to the lotus pond. I through the lotus river, shouting at him. What the Buddha never said that I just looked at me lovingly. I just listen to the Buddha once said that with a grain of beads for ten years as I can be of Nie Yuan still could not solve. Green a little bit of the old way, I think the heart is full have been expanding, I suddenly thought, if I were the case, called the tears will flow water.
day, I remember very clearly, light, blue, soft gentle mist enveloped the whole lotus river, love and sympathy to hold me, hold me like a young general, I remember very clearly, mist, a young voice called to me gently, water lilies, and my water lilies. I laughed slightly, beaming in full bloom, to reveal all of my fragrance, I know, I finally understand. Buddha once said, five hundred years the same boat repair, repair the Millennium fellows. We are on the river formed a lotus karma, but we do not have enough time to repair. Sympathy and affection of my Buddhist prayer beads with a make up that a lack of time. I am blooming brilliant, leisurely in the green mist, and I love the green mist.
go green fog lifted, the lotus-like calm as ever clear river, the river is full of beautiful petals Ching Lin, fragrance throughout the Buddha, only leaving a Lianpeng, the thrill of little slightly forward. Loves her child, loves her child, the Buddha sympathy and affection of a sigh, reach out to Lianpeng. The seeds drop as the tears fall into the hands of the Buddha, exquisitely carved, Guanghua Shuo However, cemented a prayer beads.